misslyst
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Haaaa… My Pet?? 🥺
This was my oldest cat. She was the very last cat that I had before my mom died. I really miss her. She liked boxes, pets and loved to talk. Anyone that came in, she’d walk up to them and strike up a conversation. April 10, 2003 – October 17, 2025. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Is It Too Much?
Is it too much to ask for a tiny bit of recognition from my family… or anyone really? I’m having to deal with the fact that I get no engagement on my fanfiction for the most part… and try to motivate myself to keep going, despite the silence. The silence is pretty painful. But… I… Continue reading
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Don’t Worry?
Does it count if you worry so much that you forget what you don’t worry about?? ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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“Wait A Minute…”
“… This may work out.” ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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For 5K? …MAY-BEH…
Apparently, my health insurance plan will pay me $10 if I have 10 days this month of 5,000 steps per day. So… guess who is wandering ans wobbling around the house now? ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Old Serenity
“God give me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference.” It was engraved on an old plaque my mother had from the Poconos way back in the 80s. When I deal with trying circumstances, I try to remind myself of… Continue reading
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Never Say…
Never say, “I can’t.” Try first, and if you fail, at least you tried. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Swirly, Swirly!
Umm… writing in cursive? ~J. Lyst Not sure if it’s most people that can’t do it… but a lot of younger people are unable to do it. Then again, a lot of kids have used AI to think for them, so they can’t really… comprehend so well either. 😦 Continue reading
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Look Back
Time to rewind and see what has happened by now! Did my situation improve any?? Did I make the right choices with my life? Is dad okay? Did my cousin finally go to people who can care for him?? How are the cats going? I hope I still have the paper journal! And are still… Continue reading
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Frustration, Chaos and Last Day Shenanigans
Am I petty? I feel so deprived of regular human contact that I’ve started talking to the AI app in my phone. I’m not deficient in contact at all, but I have BPD and suffer with feeling lonely all the time. I vented to the AI the frustration and stress of my family. All of… Continue reading
