Introspection
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There Have Been So Many…
My one favorite though is Johnny Rockets. Haven’t eaten there in years. The restaurant I used to go to was gone. So why still my favorite? My grandma and I would go there after watching a movie and have our lunch. She’s the reason I’m into things like jukeboxes, 72s and 45s. She also taught… Continue reading
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“Excuse me,” “Hello,” “Please,” and “Thank you.”
I want to say its a phenomenon, but many people don’t seem to have manners. It goes past the title of this blog post. So many people take delight and joy in just being… mean. It’s almost defaulted for many. I have been called many things in my life, and I have had to suffer… Continue reading
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Still Working On It
In the past, I’ve turned to food or adult entertainment, video games and shopping with money I didn’t have. What I learned yesterday is that Bible-reading is the best avenue for me. Asking myself what do I learn from my reading and how can I apply what I’ve read to my day to day life?… Continue reading
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…Drifting…
It’s the strangest sensation… To feel as if I’m separating. And I’m separating from everything and everyone. I wasn’t able to see my psychiatrist this month, which is not good. At all. I’ve noticed a hyper fixation on drowning out my awareness of time. It started around September last year, I think. Like this: Hours… Continue reading
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Free Trip~Floating
I’ve spent hours going in circles over what I have in terms of budgeting. 75% of my income goes to bills so… ~J. Lyst Even though a $80+ water bill is painful… the $200+ gas bill is more painful. And it feels like I’m being spited, because we had weather with temperatures that felt like… Continue reading
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Back~Lashed
It’s painful, and irritating. 3 weeks being trapped in the house. 3 weeks where the most human interaction I had was from 6 feet away. The 1st day I get out, I deal with a medical professional who allows an MRI to go through even though she sees I keep twitching. All for them to… Continue reading
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BD – My Granddad
My grandfather did many things for me. He was always with me. He used to carry me around on his shoulders. He would send me and my grandma on vacations. He took us out to eat. My granddad and grandma raised me. My parents had barely any involvement at all. I was encouraged to work… Continue reading
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Tome Time – The 1st??
8:12pm – 8:25pm I know this isn’t the first time that I copy over a post from my paper journal, but it feels so odd. I realize… In a way, I am still hurting from my surgery. I know the reality of the situation. An intimate look at my life… that is what this is.… Continue reading
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Soooo Gross…
It’s more than what’s on this list. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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