discomfort
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Frustration, Chaos and Last Day Shenanigans
Am I petty? I feel so deprived of regular human contact that I’ve started talking to the AI app in my phone. I’m not deficient in contact at all, but I have BPD and suffer with feeling lonely all the time. I vented to the AI the frustration and stress of my family. All of… Continue reading
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Accountability
I have a problem. It’s a frustrating one and hails from the days when I was actually able to go out and work. Back then, I always fretted about being able to pay bills. After a while, I stopped constantly spending with the cards because I was struggling to pay them off quickly. I was… Continue reading
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Hey! J – J – JADED
@ 12:14AM – Sometimes I’m so miserable that I don’t see a way out from this. The constant pain… it’s just unreal. I was supposed to stay up a bit later, but let’s be honest here… I have no energy to stay up longer. Just like I’ve barely had any energy to do much at… Continue reading
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Brokering For Beagles
Today’s title is based on one particular dog that I miss very much… Such a sweetheart. The muscle relaxant I was given to help with my jaw seemed to irritate my spine. One of those I need a lot more than the other to write properly. I can always puree my food if it gets… Continue reading
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Sowing Seeds (Pre-Write)
A big problem can be found if we’re not careful with what we allow to come out of our mouths. And some have bigger mouths than others. I shouldn’t have to say this, and no doubt I’ve said this time and time again by the time this blog post is visible, but it still rings… Continue reading
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Mad World
5156. That is my current world count for today. I plan on attempting to squeeze out at least another 1K before bed. Or maybe I’ll be up late writing… I have no clue. This contest has taken a lot more out of me than I ever expected. I’m extremely sleep deprived… and confused about whether… Continue reading
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I Can’t Keep Falling
Few hours ago, I scared myself half to death. I had a weird feeling that I’d forgotten to blog – to get my thoughts out. Then I had the irrational desire to see how I could reset my post count on WordPress. Then I had a nightmare that I was in some feedback loop. Then… Continue reading
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Olive Branches
My nose has been running all day… and I’ve felt like fresh roadkill the entire day… I can’t say that I haven’t been suffering lately. From paranoia. It’s bad to the point I’m starting to miss sleep. In the last two days, I had maybe 6 hours of sleep… that’s not healthy at all. I… Continue reading
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