memories
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Drowning On Land
I’m tired. I know I’ve said it before, but today is certainly one of a kind. I know about ten years ago; I could have handled a day like this one – driving nearly two hours nonstop – then going shopping and running home and doing other things. Now though? It’s enough for me to Continue reading
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The Extremes
Today was… I’m not even sure how to describe it. One thing is a certainty though. This post will be up on my Podcast by noon tomorrow for a good old listening in. I was asked recently when I would upload again. Hope it doesn’t disappoint! My body’s sore tonight. I’m aching and hurting… but Continue reading
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Skipping Stones
Listening to these “videos” has brought up memories of what I experienced back in 2020. The back-biting, the intrigue… all of the double-speak. The stress, pressure and exhaustion. I told a friend of mine that what I had to go through during that terrible 6-month period would be a fantastic book! A best seller even… Continue reading
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Broken Within
How many of us hide under a pretty shell? I suffered from an existential crisis at one point. For some people, they might have a brief period of time not understanding themselves, right? Except my questions lingered for over a decade. From Fifteen to Twenty-Five – I questioned myself. Why am I here? What am Continue reading
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Turn Back Time
Please turn reverse the clock. I want to go back. I want to have a chance to do it all again. Maybe if I had known back then, I could have avoided a mountain of problems. I have a precondition for that. I’d love to remember enough to warn my younger self to not do Continue reading
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Closed Shades
Pain is a large part of my existence. Today it was worse. I’m not exactly sure what I dreamed of, but I felt as if my left shoulder had been stomped on overnight… for hours. When I felt this on the right side, I wanted to cry because the cramping in my ribs coincided with Continue reading
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Discomfort
I could call this discomfit too. I had such a great idea for a title, when I was struck with additional pain in my chest. Course, that completely derailed my train of thought. It’s also very painful, but yeah.. I am working on nursing my ribs and Chapter 18 of Navigating the Curve. Backtracking, I Continue reading
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I Don’t Know What To Call This
Looping Music: Leona Lewis – “I See You” Is this what it feels like? Now that my assignment to daily blog continues, I’m starting to feel as if there’s nothing else I can give. What a strange predicament to be in. Is it because something is expected of me now? I don’t know. I explained Continue reading
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