memories
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I Will Go Down With This Ship
Today’s title is courtesy of a line from one of my favorite Dido songs. So… I figured out around midnight why I was such a wreck on Friday. First, a terrible event occurs. Time passes and you start to come to terms with it… You learn to adapt and accept it. You have no choice… Continue reading
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Woe
I knew something was wrong when my desire to sleep was stronger than my desire to update my blog tonight. I have a notebook labeled ‘Days,’ and I’ve been using it to log what I did over the course of the day. Why am I doing this? Because otherwise I won’t remember. Instead of my… Continue reading
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Pearls
@11:49PM. Sorry about this. Post: For many years, I never saw much value in myself. I think I was… and still am to an extent – emotionally stunted. I’m the youngest of three, but unlike my older siblings… neither of my parents had any hand in raising me. My father was never there and my… Continue reading
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Sometimes Being A Loser Isn’t So Bad
I accomplished nothing at all today, except in the hygiene department. I managed to have two showers. It was very nice and very unexpected. Unfortunately, I can’t remember if I brushed my teeth, so I need to consult my sheet and then do it before bed. Being like this can be frustrating… My kitten keeps… Continue reading
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Having It All
It is not possible – I have learned – to please everyone. Or… if you try to please some, others will be upset, and if you try to divert that attention… the first ones are mad. Pleasing everyone for me would involve me compromising my principles, which I am not wont to do. My background… Continue reading
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Pilots And Blacksmiths
I’m staring at my curtains and asking myself a lot of questions. While it was great that I finally pulled off the horrid tannish/brown things that had been there for decades… I’m not joking about that. I also revealed a very nice set of sheer curtains. Now, it looks like my background glows in the… Continue reading
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Promises, Promises
I can’t complain much about today. However, I am frustrated with myself. Since I didn’t get enough sleep last night, that threw everything else off today. I have fantastic news though… I have hot water again. I’m so happy! I look forward to a warm shower in the morning. I’m in the midst of loading… Continue reading
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Mmm… Happiness!
Today’s post title was sponsored by a friend of mine! I had some things I spoke down (had phone voice to text) right after my previous blog post and after I woke up in the morning. I did have an alternative title for this blog post… but I… Well, I’m uncertain. I’m used to being… Continue reading
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Fragility
10:57AM I feel exposed right now. Lost, alone and weak. I’ve been struggling with my memory all morning, traveling from room to room – only to forget what I was going to the room to begin with. I suppose this is just par for the course? My new meds are badly affecting my memory. 9:53PM… Continue reading
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