frustrations
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I Am A Creature Of Few Habits
Used to be one of our museums here. But now…? It’s usually my bed. Easier to get to. As I felt like utter roadkill today, I spent most of the day in bed and playing that cashier game. Ahh… Brought me back to when I worked in the service industry. I miss the customers a… Continue reading
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It Was A Scary Time
After my grandma died, my granddad needed help. I already lived with them, so I dropped out of college to get a job and help him pay bills. I also had to learn how to do laundry, grocery shop, cook more than eggs or oatmeal and balance a checkbook and deal with checks. Back then,… Continue reading
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Yikes All Around
I’m confused. That’s not an unusual thing for me, but having unexpected glitches—that’s not normal. Two days ago, I wasted time sitting up for hours trying to get apps to stop crashing. Then, I went off a suggestion and struggled to make a brand new account. The new account was fine, which meant that for… Continue reading
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It’s An Every/Other Day Thing
I am very shy and uncomfortable around others–in person. Because I have hearing problems, I miss a large chunk of what people are saying in front of me if they turn away. … or if I’m over two feet away. Sometimes, I have problems understanding on the phone too. Now that I have worsening memory… Continue reading
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Good Question
I hate to admit this, but I’m not sure. What my full heritage is… well that’s unknown. We never did anything special or ate anything special on my mom’s side. I know nothing about my culture at all. I see things online, but I was never formally introduced to anything. Also, someone in my dad’s… Continue reading
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If Only…
Therapy today was nice. We tried this kinesthetic tape to help support my thumb after paraffin treatment and cupping. I’m extremely sensitive to temperatures, so the therapist had to cool down the wax to help me. What struck me was how difficult it was for me to use the pedal exerciser today. I try to… Continue reading
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I HATE THIEVES
Currently, I am trying to remain calm. But I have a headache now… I’ve already had two strokes this year and have an appointment in a few days to check and see if I have a clot that’s breaking off bits here and there. My evening was going fine until around 10PM this evening. Then…… Continue reading
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Auto~Mation
The best week for me would be one where all of my meals were cooked perfectly and the entire house was cleaned and repaired. I would get a solid 8-9 hours of sleep every night and not find myself screaming every other hour. If my house could do all of that for itself, it would… Continue reading
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Is That A Rhetorical Question?
My answer to that could go in different directions. If I were to discuss how I felt mentally… I could rightly say that I felt frustrated. So, I suppose that I am frustrated. But while I am, I’ve once again cut contact with them. However, this time I didn’t tell them. There was no… Continue reading
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Calling In Backup
I’ve been trying to avoid addressing this, but since my life a pretty open book, I might as well note it as well… I’ve been pretty transparent about problems involving my health, but every time I hear something new, I get more frustrated. I was scheduled to see a neurologist to figure out why I… Continue reading
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