frustrations
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Be Careful What You Ask For
I’m so confused right now. I took a hiatus off writing to give myself a chance to rest and relax. Instead, it’s starting to look like the opposite. I have views but only 1 comment. Am I begging for them? I’m not trying to, but there is nothing there at all. Most of my reviews… Continue reading
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I Cannot Capitulate (Public)
Preface: Despite the most recent battle I’ve had the last 6 years, I’ve finally come to the conclusion that my value does not depend on an arbitrary identity that I should have had. Did I want that identity? With all my heart I did, but that’s not my reality. I’ve had a very good friend… Continue reading
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Yummy Fentiman
Fentimans Sparkling Ginger Beer is my absolute favorite. Unfortunately… to purchase it now, I have to buy it through Amazon. I was almost about to order it through Instacart and changed my mind. I feel like pulling out what hair I allow myself to have. Instacart would cost a whole lot more when you factor… Continue reading
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ON! And On And On And On And On And ONNN
It varied for me. Since I was young, I’ve come to appreciate, hate, then appreciate my life again. I see each day as a gift instead of a punishment. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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1st PC…
I suppose my first laptop was a “gift” from my stepfather. I wrote little short stories on it. Wasn’t able to browse the internet or anything because we didn’t have internet here. When I had to research for a paper, I went to the library. Understandably, the laptop didn’t have a printer. So… I had… Continue reading
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Sadly, The Latter
My past shapes the woman I am today. I try hard not to, but things come up that remind me of what my life was growing up. I remember the bad relationships, the heartache, the anger. My frustrations in life. I look to my present… and how a lot of the problems of the past… Continue reading
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Random Inklings
September 28, 2024 @ 10:59PM … Never thought I would see the day when I’d be happy to have a supply of prunes. Times are ‘a changing. — October 2, 2024 @ 1:12AM … Forgot this was here. Finally made gravy and yesterday stated that my day was boring. The whole day. Cos it was.… Continue reading
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In ‘Tween
Warning: This post is not fully G or PG. I never try to be vulgar, but I do try to be honest about what I’m going through. I have very vivid dreams. There are two points… while I’m close to being asleep and right after I get up. In the case of the former, I… Continue reading
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The Firsts of Firsts
My first day at work was interesting. I was not ready to deal with the general public. I was extremely friendly, a bit shy though and willing to learn. Within the first few days… I was shocked to find out how many of my coworkers would steal at work. The first day, my trainer was… Continue reading
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What I Do Now Pretty Much
In essence, what I do now already. I’ve only had 2 hours of sleep since yesterday. But I can certainly imagine working non-stop with my chores, lots of baking and cooking. And I would probably make it a point to visit a new restaurant every month. Or every other month. I would also intentionally nap…… Continue reading
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