frustrations
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Oh The Things I Could Do
I’m uncertain if this would count as one of those things one would wish or the reality they want to see themselves in. Honestly, it’s probably both. So… me in an alternate universe would have both of my parents alive and my mother wouldn’t have any of the problems that she suffered with. My little… Continue reading
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Breaking Up Is Not Hard To Do
This I suppose would be an announcement. I have deleted my gaming channel and will no longer involve myself with the Sims 4. I cannot tolerate how the game and gameplay is anymore, and I want a clean slate. Did I waste $800 on that game? Yes, I did. I started feeling very uncomfortable from… Continue reading
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I Don’t Know What To Even Say About This
It’s currently 4AM in the morning, and I had a day planned. One of grocery shopping, my lesson, some driving… but right now, I’m struggling not to pull my hair out. I went to plug in my vacuum cleaner and saw bite marks all over the cable and even where it plugs into the machine.… Continue reading
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More Questions
… I have more of that than answers. I was discharged before 3AM this morning and had to get a Lyft home. I was told that everything was fine. That my brain was fine and my heart was fine. I was very scared because on top of the stabbing pain that rippled from underneath my… Continue reading
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Why Do I…
… I don’t know if I’m dealing with mood swings or a sudden nosedive into the beginnings of a depressive episode. Does it matter? I’ve been told and treated as if my mental health problems are irrelevant. It’s irritating and hurts and it’s just… Some days, I wonder why even bother? I have a feeling… Continue reading
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1 oF tHe Dust BurNIeS
Dust. Sneezing. Sneezing. Dust. Oh, I’m suffering sooo much! ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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… Strange …
I wish I could say I had a favorite, but if I’m being entirely honest, I’ve never thought about it. There are many historical figures that I admire, and I greatly enjoy learning the history behind places and people. Maybe there’s one historical figure that I really like the most though. Tesla. The man wanted… Continue reading
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Just Another Sad Non-Love Song
I’m almost 40. I had thought the same problems I had as a teenager were gone. That I wouldn’t care if someone made fun of me. How wrong I was. How do you describe it when the person who hurts you knows you have problems? I was fooled at one time to believe that the… Continue reading
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Energy Conservation
This is a public service announcement. Energy is often collected, stored… and then wasted. Can you imagine what it’s like to see it in action? It’s terrible! I kind of imagine little wings on bolts of electricity that are flying off into the distance. And they have dollar signs dangling off their little lightning feet.… Continue reading
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