family
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One-Twoo-Tree
I’d start of with locations where I might find family. Got family from the Carolinas to California. I’ve been through those parts of the south, but never visited LA before, so that would be an area I’d like to visit. Head far out, then work my way back in. I also just read about a Continue reading
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??How Do You Know???
Uh… Hopefully my response doesn’t backfire somewhere. Like on me. I have problems remembering faces and names… but I did meet a disc jockey from a local radio station years ago. I also met the Kratt brothers years and years ago. My aunt worked with Hollywood actors, and little my cousin got to meet them. Continue reading
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For “My Rex”
I’m trying to figure out how to word this… Hmm… ~Loving ~Cuddly ~Warm ~Affectionate ~Charming ~Innocent ~Trusting ~Emotional ~Easily hurt ~Self-conscious ~Nervous ~Paranoid ~Fearful ~Suspicious ~Regretful ~Needy ~Clingy All of these and a few more are good descriptions of how my mother was. She was all of these things, wrapped up in one person. A Continue reading
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Endless
If you could have one thing, what would it be and why? In the past, I would have said “if only I could go back…” But going back is a waste of time. The strongest memories we tend to have are the negative ones, aren’t they? The problem with our minds is that over time, Continue reading
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It Was A Scary Time
After my grandma died, my granddad needed help. I already lived with them, so I dropped out of college to get a job and help him pay bills. I also had to learn how to do laundry, grocery shop, cook more than eggs or oatmeal and balance a checkbook and deal with checks. Back then, Continue reading
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You’d Think It Was A Good Thing
I wonder if all of this falls under Narcissism. Seems like it! ~J. Lyst There are so many other reasons I avoid family. I’m not even texting any of them. I also got a deceptive voicemail recently. “Oh, I’m just calling to confirm that everything transferred over and you saw my name. Give me a Continue reading
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There Is No Real Limit
I am curious about many things, not everything out there, mind. But many things. These aren’t frivolous internal musings about why the sky is blue or grass is green. Part of it is about how certain body parts work down at the microscopic level. I wonder what a tardigrade would look like if I looked Continue reading
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Breaking Up Is Not Hard To Do
This I suppose would be an announcement. I have deleted my gaming channel and will no longer involve myself with the Sims 4. I cannot tolerate how the game and gameplay is anymore, and I want a clean slate. Did I waste $800 on that game? Yes, I did. I started feeling very uncomfortable from Continue reading
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Accountability
I have a problem. It’s a frustrating one and hails from the days when I was actually able to go out and work. Back then, I always fretted about being able to pay bills. After a while, I stopped constantly spending with the cards because I was struggling to pay them off quickly. I was Continue reading
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Tiny Trinkets
I have an old aluminum tin that was once used for black licorice. Inside it, I have a few notes my grandmother wrote to excuse me from class. I also had some of those little cards with the name and definition of a person’s name. I had hers in there. I think it’s still in Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 