family
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You’d Think It Was A Good Thing
I wonder if all of this falls under Narcissism. Seems like it! ~J. Lyst There are so many other reasons I avoid family. I’m not even texting any of them. I also got a deceptive voicemail recently. “Oh, I’m just calling to confirm that everything transferred over and you saw my name. Give me a… Continue reading
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There Is No Real Limit
I am curious about many things, not everything out there, mind. But many things. These aren’t frivolous internal musings about why the sky is blue or grass is green. Part of it is about how certain body parts work down at the microscopic level. I wonder what a tardigrade would look like if I looked… Continue reading
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Breaking Up Is Not Hard To Do
This I suppose would be an announcement. I have deleted my gaming channel and will no longer involve myself with the Sims 4. I cannot tolerate how the game and gameplay is anymore, and I want a clean slate. Did I waste $800 on that game? Yes, I did. I started feeling very uncomfortable from… Continue reading
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Accountability
I have a problem. It’s a frustrating one and hails from the days when I was actually able to go out and work. Back then, I always fretted about being able to pay bills. After a while, I stopped constantly spending with the cards because I was struggling to pay them off quickly. I was… Continue reading
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Tiny Trinkets
I have an old aluminum tin that was once used for black licorice. Inside it, I have a few notes my grandmother wrote to excuse me from class. I also had some of those little cards with the name and definition of a person’s name. I had hers in there. I think it’s still in… Continue reading
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Just A Tad
Cut out toxic family. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Where Or Who Are You At? (Pre-Write)
Ah… Monday. The kind of day to venture forth and do the things… the things that do the do! I hope I’m still alive by the time this blog post and podcast are read. The idea sounds dark and so depressing, but with the speed that my health is deteriorating… I’ve started to feel extremely… Continue reading
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Incapable Of Innocence
You come to know how bad things are… when you pray in gratitude for making it into your home. Which is exactly what I did tonight. I thanked God Almighty that I was able to get into my home safe and sound. I’ve felt tired and ill most of the day, so I delayed taking… Continue reading
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La La La La Life Goes On
Currently in the midst of a whole lot of paperwork and a whole lot of pressure. I’m back to talking to my dad on a more regular basis… and for several days now, my aunt has been in the hospital fighting a triad. Urinary tract infection, kidney infection and septicemia. I told my dad today… Continue reading
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