Introspection
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Someone Moved My Cans
This is certainly less disappointing than my announcement – to no one’s surprise – that I got no writing done. I’m extremely disappointed in myself. Maybe tonight? IDK… It’s nearly 10:30, and I’m still working on dinner… Yeah. I have to count up and check a few things. I might be able to get stuff… Continue reading
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Stories With No One To Tell Them TO
Tonight, WordPress is being weird. I can log in and see if I have my browser docked to one size. Logged out, wordpress.com worked fine. Yikes. I apologize if I offended one of the WP coders. A happy – or maybe not depending – side effect of this medication is that my memory is really… Continue reading
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The Fact Of The Matter Is
I have put the final nail in the coffin. The pain, frustration and tears from yesterday have been wiped away. I have noticed – right away – that I’m sitting up taller. On the inside, and outwardly, I’ve been releasing shuddering breaths, so happy to be free. While it is true in most cases… that… Continue reading
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I’ve Got A Headache
No… but really. I got the idea for this particular blog post from a family member. My family members don’t get along with each other – at all. The constant clashing, conflicts and disputes are why I tend to keep some space between them and myself. It also helps that I live a state over.… Continue reading
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Calling Me To Find Where I Been To
At current, I’m having a very unusual conversation with my dad. He seems pretty frustrated and upset, but about what… I’ve honestly no clue. Maybe he’s drunk… IDK. Then again, I tend to be incoherent half the time when I’m speaking. Apparently, my English isn’t always the best. It sounds fine to me, but then… Continue reading
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Doves
I’m pretty burned out, but my night is just beginning. I know that I need to sleep tonight, but I’ll still be pushing myself to get as much done from today… tonight. And drugged at that. I’ve turned hauling trash into a sport here. After a while, I have a good routine with it. Today… Continue reading
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Smells Like Bad Choices
I’m trying very hard these days to avoid putting myself in a bad situation. When I was younger – in my 20s – I was not the best at making decisions. Even in my early 30s, I wasn’t doing that well. I had problems even ordering food for myself without help. However, I’m trying hard… Continue reading
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Feeling Icky
I’m too sick to even try to joke right now. I took my aging cat to the vet because I was worried about serious intestinal issues. What was coming out of her looked like peanut butter. I did take her sample in still, and vet sent for testing. He said she seemed very healthy, just… Continue reading
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I’m Hot And Not In A Good Way
Around the world – from what I’ve read – we’ve had record high temperatures. I’m not a fan of it. I’m also confused about the bouts of rain followed by still blazing hot days. Right now, though… I’m hot for a different reason. Y’see, I took my nighttime medication, and I’m already starting to feel… Continue reading