Introspection
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The Fact Of The Matter Is
I have put the final nail in the coffin. The pain, frustration and tears from yesterday have been wiped away. I have noticed – right away – that I’m sitting up taller. On the inside, and outwardly, I’ve been releasing shuddering breaths, so happy to be free. While it is true in most cases… that… Continue reading
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I’ve Got A Headache
No… but really. I got the idea for this particular blog post from a family member. My family members don’t get along with each other – at all. The constant clashing, conflicts and disputes are why I tend to keep some space between them and myself. It also helps that I live a state over.… Continue reading
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Calling Me To Find Where I Been To
At current, I’m having a very unusual conversation with my dad. He seems pretty frustrated and upset, but about what… I’ve honestly no clue. Maybe he’s drunk… IDK. Then again, I tend to be incoherent half the time when I’m speaking. Apparently, my English isn’t always the best. It sounds fine to me, but then… Continue reading
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Doves
I’m pretty burned out, but my night is just beginning. I know that I need to sleep tonight, but I’ll still be pushing myself to get as much done from today… tonight. And drugged at that. I’ve turned hauling trash into a sport here. After a while, I have a good routine with it. Today… Continue reading
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Smells Like Bad Choices
I’m trying very hard these days to avoid putting myself in a bad situation. When I was younger – in my 20s – I was not the best at making decisions. Even in my early 30s, I wasn’t doing that well. I had problems even ordering food for myself without help. However, I’m trying hard… Continue reading
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Feeling Icky
I’m too sick to even try to joke right now. I took my aging cat to the vet because I was worried about serious intestinal issues. What was coming out of her looked like peanut butter. I did take her sample in still, and vet sent for testing. He said she seemed very healthy, just… Continue reading
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I’m Hot And Not In A Good Way
Around the world – from what I’ve read – we’ve had record high temperatures. I’m not a fan of it. I’m also confused about the bouts of rain followed by still blazing hot days. Right now, though… I’m hot for a different reason. Y’see, I took my nighttime medication, and I’m already starting to feel… Continue reading
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Investing In Sleep
I suppose I should have expected it, but I slept nearly 9 hours today. So since I need to be somewhere tomorrow, I have to get in bed ASAP. Just angry that my potatoes aren’t done yet. I’ll eat, clean my tank, pet the cat, clean her box, take my meds and get in the… Continue reading
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