Introspection – Page 42

July 9, 2023

I Broke My Watch

I’m not exactly sure why it happened, just that it did happen. Course, I’ve bumped into things before, but this time… the heart rate stopped registering correctly. I tried three or four different methods to reset it. Hard reboot. Clearing user data. Uninstalling, then reinstalling. Resetting the device to factory standards through the watch… None… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

food, life in chaos, mental health, mood swings, tech issues, updates

July 7, 2023

Investing In Sleep

I suppose I should have expected it, but I slept nearly 9 hours today. So since I need to be somewhere tomorrow, I have to get in bed ASAP. Just angry that my potatoes aren’t done yet. I’ll eat, clean my tank, pet the cat, clean her box, take my meds and get in the… Continue reading

Introspection

life in chaos, medicated, sleep, updates

July 6, 2023

My Life Is A Mess

So, I have my new – previously old – prescription back. This means that as soon as I take the pills, I need to be near my bed. I’m uncertain if I’ll lose consciousness, but sleep would be pretty nice. Like normal, long sleep. My brain can fully cut off … or mostly. Then I… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection, mental health

fatigue, life in chaos, medication, mental illness, writing

July 5, 2023

Powerhouses

This morning, I felt like I was a goner. I thought I was going to collapse. For some inane reason, someone thought it would be a fantastic idea to shoot fireworks until 4:30 in the morning. So, when I was finally able to get up in the morning, I’d had less than two hours of… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

anxiety, life in chaos, medication, updates, writing

July 4, 2023

Early Morning Observations

… Should I even call it this? Now? At 11:31AM in the morning? Last night was LOUD. It was pretty upsetting for me. I sort of laid in bed half on my side and contemplating the many decisions I’ve made in life. I wasn’t laying there idly though… I had my laptop in bed with… Continue reading

Introspection

hobby, medication, updates, writers, writing

July 3, 2023

Vroom Vroom

I nearly stabbed myself in the backside with a pen. Again… It’s shaping to be a very loud and wild night here. I’m currently cowering hovering in one room with nearly all the lights out because I want people to walk on by my place. I don’t know if it’s fireworks or gunshots and frankly,… Continue reading

Introspection

hobby, life, updates, writing

July 2, 2023

Designs In Sight

Today was soo nice. Certainly, worth all of the fatigue. I love rain too and was caught in a small downpour. My skirt and blouse got wet. Most people would try to avoid rain, but I absolutely love it. I’ve mentioned before that I love thunderstorms. I either nap quite well during them or sit… Continue reading

Introspection

day to day, positivity, rainy days, relaxation, updates

July 1, 2023

The Moon Is Orange

I’m embarrassed to admit this… but I was so confused when I looked at my medication boxes today. I forgot that June only had 30 days and for some reason my brain said 31. My grandma always told me: “30 days has September, April, June and November. All the rest have 31 – except February… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

fanfiction, fatigue, humor in little things, life in chaos, schedule, updates, writing

June 28, 2023

Fruitful Frenzies

For some reason, I’ve forgotten on two separate nights to tape my gabapentin. The medication, while lower in dose than before, helps me to sleep… which is no doubt the reason behind me sleeping only about six hours in the last two days. Today wasn’t too bad though. I’ve found a bunch of those little… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Introspection

cooking, food, plans, updates, writing

June 27, 2023

Sunday Sunday And I Found It

So, I’ve been immersed in “Escape Room” games for the majority of the day. I plunged right into them after scrambling around in my bedroom. This unfortunately means that I’ll be up tomorrow finishing today’s chores. The last few weeks have been an utter wreck for me. So, I’m aiming for some equilibrium. Going to… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

delays, frustration, problems, procrastination, productivity, updates