Introspection
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When It’s Never… Just A Breeze
art of this blog post title is all due to some writings that I recently found. So, years ago, I was on this RPG site called GTX. I played one of the more… disturbed characters there. I think there was some sort of site revival after a few years and it was a solid 12… Continue reading
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Stupid
I’ve been running my PC for over 24 hours. Insane, I know, right? I normally reboot it at least once a day. I had a reason though. I assumed that I had deleted just a few files off a flash drive. So I went and picked up restoration software… only to find that the restored… Continue reading
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Fresh Out Pot
Try strange suggest. Friend do say… Bullet point note. 4 Lesson! Code, shorthand. Blank in fill. Odd say, seem work. Maybe word much? Hard drop habit. Hard 4 know. Hard 2 word. Remember problems. Try 4 best. Nervous. POSITIVE! ~J. Lyst Can understand? Happy! Hard 4 do. BLAH! Continue reading
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Let’s Go For A Walk
Life has a weird way of lifting and hurling you into the stratosphere when you least expect it. Even though tomorrow was such a sad day… I plan on moving forward. I am doing my best to keep up with my friends. My family, not so much. I have all of them blocked and I… Continue reading
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For The Sake Of Priorities
I have so much that I wanted to do today, but I played Sims to decompress instead. It was a sad day. Another memorial service. Another death. Loss after loss. There are so many who have died of late. Some of my friends. Family of my friends… You don’t quite feel it as badly when… Continue reading
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Baby Steps
Before it goes any further… no. That said, I’ve been trying to evaluate my life… looking at what I want to do versus what I am doing. I’ve been subscribing to a bunch of those gardening channels, and I’m starting to look at homesteading. I like off-grid videos… and I dream of what it would… Continue reading
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Having It All
It is not possible – I have learned – to please everyone. Or… if you try to please some, others will be upset, and if you try to divert that attention… the first ones are mad. Pleasing everyone for me would involve me compromising my principles, which I am not wont to do. My background… Continue reading
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Numb Bum
An unfortunately side effect of sitting for a few hours is pain and numbness. Primarily of the butt, but the thighs were suffering too. I use one of those coccyx pillows and had to double up. All that I have in the back needs as much space and cushion as possible. This is an odd… Continue reading
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A Case Of Neglect
For likely 3 weeks now, since early July, I’ve been mostly neglecting my home in the case of the chores. It’s not something I’m proud of. The problem I’m running into right now is coming into conflict with my chores. I let them overlap and the result is that things never get done. I’ve been… Continue reading
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Cats And Wires
I’m losing weight. I wasn’t even paying attention. I haven’t been tracking my food at all. While I was contemplating that today, I realized that I didn’t have lunch. I barely ate anything for breakfast. I’m out of eggs. I’m not in the mood to make and am out of bread. I’m mostly out of… Continue reading
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