Introspection
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Olive Branches
My nose has been running all day… and I’ve felt like fresh roadkill the entire day… I can’t say that I haven’t been suffering lately. From paranoia. It’s bad to the point I’m starting to miss sleep. In the last two days, I had maybe 6 hours of sleep… that’s not healthy at all. I… Continue reading
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McDavid
From the title, the topic I’ll be discussing is obvious. Some random, super sweet and funny guy named McDavid. No lie, he really is a sweetheart, always there to support me. No matter the problem, I know I can count on him! Now then, McDavid is the brand name for the current ankle brace I’m… Continue reading
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WHATADAY!
I’m not quite sure how I got to this point tonight… but I’m about to take my nighttime meds, do my Duolingo (on speedmode again) and go to bed. I am so tired that I’m close to – Wow. I can’t remember the word I need. Dislocate. There we go. I’m so tired that I’m… Continue reading
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Time Theft
It is an utter nightmare when you’re attempting to beef up security. I have the dizzying spiral of trying to fix my landline, then struggling to deal with my mobile phone. … And wanting to cry. Then extending my brain trying to figure out home security… at the end the marvel of email security. I… Continue reading
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Corn
For the first time in a long time, I’m not suffering from any confusions or delusions. At least not right now… but my memory is still garbage. My dinner tonight is corn… I literally have no mind and no energy to make anything else. It’s amusing in a horrifying way. Corn and cheese. A whole… Continue reading
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Unwilling To Take Risks
Tired. Again. Nothing new there. Great news is that I nearly got all of my chores done today along with playing “Happy Color,” watching “Hoarders,” cooking and etc. I hit 3 rooms and 4 areas in total. My bedroom and office are technically in the same area. The office encompasses my desk, which is this… Continue reading
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Rip Van Twinkle
Onward goes my continue race to finally obtain a somewhat normal night’s sleep. It’s possible that I’m starting to make some headway on it. That’s only because now I’m napping like it’s no one’s business. Even with the naps, I find myself yawning like I’m a python about to swallow something whole. It’s insane how… Continue reading
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Y-A-W-N
Of course, this doesn’t stand for anything. However, it is something I’m doing in excess. I’m kind of stressing right now because I have a lesson to complete, a bed to make up and sleep that’s needed. I wonder if the medication for my fibromyalgia is causing this. I’ve read that SSRIs can do that…… Continue reading
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I Am Confusion
Okay, please tell me why exactly I’m so tired? I’ve been sleeping over 6 hours, and some times even taking naps. Yet, I’m still bone tired. My yawns have been so awful today that I worried about gagging a few times. I’m struggling to stay up long enough to take my nighttime meds, speed through… Continue reading