Introspection
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On My Own
I’m currently in the middle of headbanging to some Whitesnake. Old band? Perhaps… They’re straight up vintage from my childhood though. I’m also working on “Catch & Release,” the name of a brand new short. I just… couldn’t help myself. I woke up this morning, mentally and almost physically crying out for something that I… Continue reading
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Sometimes Being A Loser Isn’t So Bad
I accomplished nothing at all today, except in the hygiene department. I managed to have two showers. It was very nice and very unexpected. Unfortunately, I can’t remember if I brushed my teeth, so I need to consult my sheet and then do it before bed. Being like this can be frustrating… My kitten keeps… Continue reading
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Olive Branches
My nose has been running all day… and I’ve felt like fresh roadkill the entire day… I can’t say that I haven’t been suffering lately. From paranoia. It’s bad to the point I’m starting to miss sleep. In the last two days, I had maybe 6 hours of sleep… that’s not healthy at all. I… Continue reading
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McDavid
From the title, the topic I’ll be discussing is obvious. Some random, super sweet and funny guy named McDavid. No lie, he really is a sweetheart, always there to support me. No matter the problem, I know I can count on him! Now then, McDavid is the brand name for the current ankle brace I’m… Continue reading
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WHATADAY!
I’m not quite sure how I got to this point tonight… but I’m about to take my nighttime meds, do my Duolingo (on speedmode again) and go to bed. I am so tired that I’m close to – Wow. I can’t remember the word I need. Dislocate. There we go. I’m so tired that I’m… Continue reading
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Time Theft
It is an utter nightmare when you’re attempting to beef up security. I have the dizzying spiral of trying to fix my landline, then struggling to deal with my mobile phone. … And wanting to cry. Then extending my brain trying to figure out home security… at the end the marvel of email security. I… Continue reading
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Corn
For the first time in a long time, I’m not suffering from any confusions or delusions. At least not right now… but my memory is still garbage. My dinner tonight is corn… I literally have no mind and no energy to make anything else. It’s amusing in a horrifying way. Corn and cheese. A whole… Continue reading
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Unwilling To Take Risks
Tired. Again. Nothing new there. Great news is that I nearly got all of my chores done today along with playing “Happy Color,” watching “Hoarders,” cooking and etc. I hit 3 rooms and 4 areas in total. My bedroom and office are technically in the same area. The office encompasses my desk, which is this… Continue reading