updates

  • WHATADAY!

    I’m not quite sure how I got to this point tonight… but I’m about to take my nighttime meds, do my Duolingo (on speedmode again) and go to bed. I am so tired that I’m close to – Wow. I can’t remember the word I need. Dislocate. There we go. I’m so tired that I’m… Continue reading

  • Time Theft

    It is an utter nightmare when you’re attempting to beef up security. I have the dizzying spiral of trying to fix my landline, then struggling to deal with my mobile phone. … And wanting to cry. Then extending my brain trying to figure out home security… at the end the marvel of email security. I… Continue reading

  • POV

    I have had instances where I wondered if my reactions to something was all an overaction to what I’d see or experienced. Was I truly belittled? Was I being insulted? I honestly have no clue. My point of view is very different than what might have occurred. I’ve worked hard in the last year to… Continue reading

  • Wups

    Unfortunately, it’s near the 9th hour.. or more like the 12th and I’m just realizing that I have an assignment that is supposed to be up for reading tomorrow. Now I feel stupid… but I did enjoy some games of Jigsaw. I completed one 400-piece puzzle and am working on a second. I’m also trying… Continue reading

  • Corn

    For the first time in a long time, I’m not suffering from any confusions or delusions. At least not right now… but my memory is still garbage. My dinner tonight is corn… I literally have no mind and no energy to make anything else. It’s amusing in a horrifying way. Corn and cheese. A whole… Continue reading

  • Unwilling To Take Risks

    Tired. Again. Nothing new there. Great news is that I nearly got all of my chores done today along with playing “Happy Color,” watching “Hoarders,” cooking and etc. I hit 3 rooms and 4 areas in total. My bedroom and office are technically in the same area. The office encompasses my desk, which is this… Continue reading

  • Number 459

    I have no clue if this is the real post title. As in the actual number. Been playing Sims all day. Now my brain is burning out. Wee… I’m gonna go eat my last nectarine and sleep. My brain is literally fried. ~JLyst Continue reading

  • Rip Van Twinkle

    Onward goes my continue race to finally obtain a somewhat normal night’s sleep. It’s possible that I’m starting to make some headway on it. That’s only because now I’m napping like it’s no one’s business. Even with the naps, I find myself yawning like I’m a python about to swallow something whole. It’s insane how… Continue reading

  • Y-A-W-N

    Of course, this doesn’t stand for anything. However, it is something I’m doing in excess. I’m kind of stressing right now because I have a lesson to complete, a bed to make up and sleep that’s needed. I wonder if the medication for my fibromyalgia is causing this. I’ve read that SSRIs can do that…… Continue reading

  • Broken Pieces

    I’m still sick… still coughing, and I’m beginning to think I know what the cause is… So, before I go to bed tonight, I’m going to thoroughly clean out my CPAP machine. Maybe I didn’t clean it as much as I should? That’s the only explanation as to how I got sick like this. Ugh…… Continue reading