updates
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It’s Fine To Make Mistakes – You’re Only Human
Burning. On fire. Aching. Stabbing pain. Extreme fatigue. This is what I’ve experienced today. I’m not sure if it’s due to the cold or that my fibromyalgia is getting worse. Probably the latter. I’ve been struggling so much just trying to travel up and down the stairs today. My back and ribs hurt so much.… Continue reading
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When Out Of Rome…
We do what we wanna do. I’m trying to navigate this whole thing… logging my day and stuff by hand. It’s so strange. But my memory loss is becoming this scary thing that I don’t think I’ll be able to easily come to terms with. I’m uncertain if I’m suffering from the beginning of a… Continue reading
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Timeless
There was a time, quite some a while back really… where I could easily look back a few days or some months and remember what happened. Over time, that ability has gradually dwindled without notice until a friend of mine asked me how my week was going so far. After confirming – for the third… Continue reading
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Love
Maybe I’m obsessed with it? I don’t know… but I do like sappy, fluffy stories. Full of sap. It’s so sticky in fact that I sometimes struggle to write drama or anything really hard-hitting. I don’t think I’ve ever written anything that extreme… or at least I didn’t think I had. Recently, I stumbled on… Continue reading
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Wisdom
I’m tired. Like really tired. I dislike feeling like this, but it’s part of my life. A painful and frustrating part. Since I’ve drawn a bit into myself, I haven’t been cleaning up like I should. Got quite a bit done in the cat room and my bedroom/office today. I’m overjoyed about that. However, there’s… Continue reading
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No Cause For Concern
One day at a time. That’s how I’m trying to go about my days now. Part of today involved me lying stretched out with the cats right near me. Which was fine… until the kitten stepped in the wrong spot on me. Much yelping occurred and now she’s giving me a bit of space. As… Continue reading
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Justice
For many years now, I’ve found myself on the edge of a meltdown over how many times people are hurt. The criminals far too often get away with it. And… at times, the punishment is far below what should happen because of the severity of the crime. I’m bombarded daily with messages from the Ring… Continue reading
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Pearls
@11:49PM. Sorry about this. Post: For many years, I never saw much value in myself. I think I was… and still am to an extent – emotionally stunted. I’m the youngest of three, but unlike my older siblings… neither of my parents had any hand in raising me. My father was never there and my… Continue reading
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I Can’t Keep Falling
Few hours ago, I scared myself half to death. I had a weird feeling that I’d forgotten to blog – to get my thoughts out. Then I had the irrational desire to see how I could reset my post count on WordPress. Then I had a nightmare that I was in some feedback loop. Then… Continue reading
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Once Upon A Time
@12:13AM Yeah, I just weighed myself. I’m trying to get back into losing weight and meal planning. Hopefully I found a template that works. I’m putting the rest of my protein shake away to finish in the AM. @1:22AM Just finished modifying the excel meal planner. I wonder if I can print this. Huh… @1:59M… Continue reading
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