updates
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Where My Book At?
Tired. So. Very. Tired. I finally reached out and contacted my rheumatologist. I shouldn’t get worn out traveling up and down the stairs. It’s making basic chores very difficult if not impossible. It’s so frustrating that I want to cry. I hope the rheumatologist gets back to me soon. I was dealing with some mild… Continue reading
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The Panic Cubby
Again… I’m tired. It took so very long to get anything done today, so I’ll start off soon. The title of this blog post is so I’ll ‘sort of’ remember what I wanted to talk about. Now… will I look back over it again? Who knows? ~J. Lyst I’ll be out of town at some… Continue reading
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Jinkies!
Today has been long… I think that’s the best way I can communicate about my day. More tomorrow. Brain is shot. ~J. Lyst ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Limits
Too often, I have to remind myself that I have to stop or rest. Even though my body screams the alarms, I’ll go and still try to keep on despite that. Today, I wouldn’t say I hit my wall. I’d say I smacked into it, went in six feet, became a gelatinous mass and oozed… Continue reading
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Just Hold On
A friend of mine mentioned earlier today that this year is almost over. I mumbled something about getting older, which I am. Oh, so much older. I don’t even remember if I mentioned this on my blog, but you do come to a point when you’ll say something was ‘a few years ago,’ and that… Continue reading
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It’s So Sorry
My entire day was consumed with sleepiness. I had a whole list of things to do… and couldn’t do anything except dishes. I was so tired. It was rough. I’ve no clue why that happened. Maybe due to my anti-anxiety medication mixed with the meds for my nerve pain?? I have heard that Gabapentin does… Continue reading
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Heavy
Sadly, my head feels like the title of this blog post. It’s probably due to poor eating and excessive fatigue. When discussing ways to combat worsening depression symptoms, a proper diet, exercise, and enough sleep were listed. Not as number 2 or 3, but number 1 in terms of helping. I’m still trying to balance… Continue reading
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Woe
I knew something was wrong when my desire to sleep was stronger than my desire to update my blog tonight. I have a notebook labeled ‘Days,’ and I’ve been using it to log what I did over the course of the day. Why am I doing this? Because otherwise I won’t remember. Instead of my… Continue reading
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I Do Swear
Today was so difficult… I was not expecting my day to be so difficult. It was hard to move before I went out and by the time I returned home… I was sore as can be. I sat down, fell backwards on the bed and felt soreness and heavy fatigue drop right on top of… Continue reading