updates
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You’ve Lost That Burning Feeling
I don’t think I’ve hurt all over this bad in… quite some time. The temperature’s been fluctuating so much here that my fibromyalgia is acting out to an extreme degree. I was laying in bed for most of the day because I hurt so badly. I’ve joined NanoWrimo, primarily for NtC and C&R II. Got… Continue reading
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Gray Twilight
Sometimes failure isn’t exactly a bad thing. Take today for example. I failed to pen out my workout regimen, however, I started verbalizing what I need to eat over the course of the day. It’s not news that I speak out loud to myself… or maybe it is. I believe it’s a coping mechanism for… Continue reading
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Recharge
I’m trying hard not to think about what it means if my bloodwork shows evidence of muscle breakdown. Some of the possibilities are very detrimental to my overall health. I don’t like this – the constant sensation of feeling so tired and weak. One thing I do know is that I have got to find… Continue reading
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Come Back And Play Now!
I had to struggle so much to get the basics done. I never did finish that second assignment, and I hope to get it done Sunday evening. Technically, I haven’t started it yet, but we’ll keep it at “did not complete,’ because I did not complete it. I don’t hurt as much as I assumed… Continue reading
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No Can Fix
I’m tired… So tired. All because of being angry. So angry. I want so badly to crack open this new notebook. I finally have a new orange notebook for “Catch & Release II,” and step 1 for me is not to start writing. Rather… I need to pen out my outline for it. I think… Continue reading