updates
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Dark Phases
First off… Oww. My oldest cat left claw marks on me. And in me. To be fair though… it is partially—or mostly—my fault. I went ballistic when I realized the source of the stench and feces around different spots in the house… was her butthole. And yes, I said butthole, because that’s what it was.… Continue reading
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Safe Distances
Not being close—well—that’s not necessarily a bad thing. Earlier this morning, I was firmly reminded of that. At times, I want to ignore the unease I’ve felt for so long… but then again, I realize that doing so makes me very uncomfortable. I have worked very hard to better my behaviors. Simplifying my life has… Continue reading
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Shut The Door
Good grief. I needed to go to sleep right after I finished my assignment. I just… couldn’t go on. Maybe that’s because I started it late? IDK. For Nano, I’m now -11,900 words for NtC. That’s… not good. It’s so hard to juggle my life with Nano now, though. It’s the strangest thing. My schedule… Continue reading
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You Won’t Need Other Friends Anymore
I feel less like death warmed over today. I’m not sure what happened yesterday. I didn’t use my notebook. And you know what? I probably didn’t write it down because I didn’t want to remember. Tonight, I’m going to be up, as my assignment was changed yesterday morning. I’m also dealing with general groans and… Continue reading
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Oh, Good Deal
No clue what to even write about today. My day is a fast blur. Want to do some writing tonight. And eat some popcorn. Got no cleaning done today… and I’m not that upset about it. The pace today was hectic too, so… Yeah. I can voice my sadness with the takeout situation though. I… Continue reading
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9688
Today’s blog post title is curtesy of the reading on my Fitbit. All I did today was visit the doctor, get two packages, then chores. Granted, I parked and mainly walked the distance of maybe half a mile with the prior errands. I’m starting to feel rejuvenated—thank goodness for that! My psychiatrist was very angry… Continue reading
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Dot dot dot
nearly got zilch done. and of course, forgot my writing again! 😭 ~JLyst Continue reading
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I Will Go Down With This Ship
Today’s title is courtesy of a line from one of my favorite Dido songs. So… I figured out around midnight why I was such a wreck on Friday. First, a terrible event occurs. Time passes and you start to come to terms with it… You learn to adapt and accept it. You have no choice… Continue reading
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One Moment In Time
This must be one of the worst days I’ve had since this year started. It’s not because of someone else being rude or cruel to me. It’s not because of being sick and in pain all day—which I was. Instead, it is because my mental state seemingly deteriorated over the course of the day. It… Continue reading
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