life in chaos
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…. Hrm…
Were I ten years younger, I would have a lot of things to say. With the current way my health is trending though… I just hope I’m still alive in 10 years. ~J. Lyst Morbid but honest answer. Continue reading
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Just A Tad
Cut out toxic family. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Fixin’ For A Fix
I didn’t realize just how messed up some of these episodes of “Intervention” are. Then… I thought about it. I have seen people on that show do lines off the lid of a toilet’s tank. I’ve also seen them pull water from inside the toilet bowl to dissolve and properly shoot up heroin. The idea… Continue reading
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Stringed Together Rhapsodies
I’m… Irritated, angry, frustrated, a bit jaded and distressed. I told a friend of mine today that a decade ago, I never saw my life going the way that it has. There were things that I should have done when I had the physical strength to… things that I can’t really do now. But… At… Continue reading
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Funny Story…
I was already a homebody before the pandemic. When Covid came though, I pretty much turned into a recluse. I don’t leave home often, and when I do… I’m always worried about getting sick from someone. My immune system was garbage before all of this, and I would catch colds very easily. Oh, I also… Continue reading
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Goodness Knows It Hasn’t Been That Long
So, I’m currently stuck suffering again. It feels like I’ve been dealing with intestinal problems for a week, but in reality, it’s been about 2½ days. I’ve thought long and hard about what happened in January, about how I might have had a TIA. And knowing that they don’t always show up at all on… Continue reading
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Alls Noms That Ends Nom
I was trying to avoid eating so late. I also under normal circumstances have the meat I’ll be eating thawed out and ready to go. Didn’t happen today. Also got some super strange news about my body, and I now have a lot of appointments to schedule. I’m not happy about this. I hate being… Continue reading
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Soft Spoken Words
I’m not tired. That sucks. But I think I had a weird semi-nap today. I also unfortunately had my dinner late, so I have to sit up to try and mitigate my chances of having terrific heartburn. And by terrific, I mean absolutely terrible. I did most of my chores today, but my left knee… Continue reading
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The End Of The Good Times
This all depends. Are we talking about the Erikson model of life stages? If so, I’d say that I miss Intimacy vs Isolation. Also known as young adulthood. I know that I’m not an old adult by any means, but I feel like I’m crouched right on the edge of middle age. Though I… Continue reading
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