life in chaos
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Recalibrating
I completely forgot that I was supposed to get a phone call from the doctor and not an in office visit today. Which means I ended up at the doctor’s office without an actual appointment. Now, the doctor still took me in and saw me regardless. She explained that my dosing schedule was throwing things… Continue reading
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And It Continues
trying to pull myself together tonight. Will not be easy, but worth it. I hope. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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1-2-3 HEAVE
Yup. Still very much manic. I want to get the cleaning stuff done already. My sinuses are 10x better when I dust and vacuum. Still dealing with racing thoughts… unfortunately. I keep promising myself that either I get a good night’s sleep or I’ll go and clean up the entire house. Then, I decide on… Continue reading
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On The Mend
Sooo tired today! Had to visit pulmonologist today. I saw two of them… and the second suggested that I get rid of my little kitten. He also suggested I should see if anyone would take the older cat. I’m frustrated and upset. He kept talking about how my lungs were supposed to last another 50… Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know… Continue reading
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Break Off the Z’s
I need a break from constantly bring tired. It doesn’t matter how long I’ve slept. 8 hours, 9 hours, 12 hours I’ve slept in a day… I’m still bone tired within 2 hours and want to go back to bed. So yeah. Need a break from THAT. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Weird Spirals
I know that I’ve gone from thinking everything was wonderful with no problems at one point of my life… right into hating that I woke up every morning. And from that, I moved to accepting that I did wake up on a daily basis. Now, I’ve done an entire 360 and wake up thinking things… Continue reading
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So, Someone Broke Into My Car
For once, my title is depressingly accurate. I have no clue when it happened, but when I got in the car today, I noticed that someone had left a candy on the floor and also a bit of trash on my passenger side. I’m upset about the fact that someone broke into my car (for… Continue reading
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Tired. I sort of go stuff caught up. I hammered through two lessons today… which is something I’ve never done before. I won’t say that I didn’t miss sleep, because I most certainly did. Right now, because it’s late, I’m back into doing 10 minute bursts of cleaning. A lot can be done in 10… Continue reading
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