life in chaos
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Well…
I don’t exactly have a career plan at all. For the longest, I wanted to be a published author. Now, I have become one. My plan is to work on a second novel, one that’s actually readable and edited and get it up on Kindle. ~ J. Lyst I still have 0 career plans, though… Continue reading
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It’s Simple Really
“Take it one day at a time.” ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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0 😱
Yeah, that would be a big fat zero. So many holidays are focused on spending money and spending time with family. As far as things go, I’m floating off somewhere else, where life is a lot simpler and full of less stress. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Hey! J – J – JADED
@ 12:14AM – Sometimes I’m so miserable that I don’t see a way out from this. The constant pain… it’s just unreal. I was supposed to stay up a bit later, but let’s be honest here… I have no energy to stay up longer. Just like I’ve barely had any energy to do much at… Continue reading
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No Proper Places
Still trying to come to terms with my current situation. It’s odd… frustrating even. I get used to one issue (or major problem depending on my interpretation)… only for another more troubling problem to rear its very ugly head. I feel so anxious and stressed… worried about the possibility of surgeries or additional medications. Because… Continue reading
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So Many Of These…
I’ve unfortunately had many instances on the road, one in which a guy swerved in front of me and jumped out his car. Dude was mad because I cut him off when he decided to go straight in a lane that was turn only. I should have flagged down a police officer. Had I been… Continue reading
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Recessions In Progression
I feel like I’ve taken like 13 steps backwards. I’m struggling to balance bills, but to keep my house in order and clean, I have to purchase supplies. I’m working overtime to try and organize the basement. There are things that need to leave the house. I’ve been told to hang on to these typewriters.… Continue reading
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…. Hrm…
Were I ten years younger, I would have a lot of things to say. With the current way my health is trending though… I just hope I’m still alive in 10 years. ~J. Lyst Morbid but honest answer. Continue reading
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Just A Tad
Cut out toxic family. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Fixin’ For A Fix
I didn’t realize just how messed up some of these episodes of “Intervention” are. Then… I thought about it. I have seen people on that show do lines off the lid of a toilet’s tank. I’ve also seen them pull water from inside the toilet bowl to dissolve and properly shoot up heroin. The idea… Continue reading