life in chaos
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The Gregarious Introvert
I am a woman of many words… At least when I’m writing. While I do enjoy conversation, the main person I am always speaking with is myself. All day I find myself muttering under my breath. About everything… even nonsensical things. I can admit that only I can follow these conversations with myself. I often… Continue reading
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This Sounded Better On Paper…
I’ve had moments in time where I’ve been so frustrated over what seems like minor problems. The point to me seems to actually be to not panic. However… seeing as things are getting worse, I have been looking into getting what one would call a ‘burner’ phone. It’s got nearly no data, but it wouldn’t… Continue reading
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A Case Of Neglect
For likely 3 weeks now, since early July, I’ve been mostly neglecting my home in the case of the chores. It’s not something I’m proud of. The problem I’m running into right now is coming into conflict with my chores. I let them overlap and the result is that things never get done. I’ve been… Continue reading
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sell. There’s so much going on with them – all while caring for an infant. ~J. Lyst Now, I have to go catch up with everything in a few hours tonight. I cleaned five rooms and have done the dishes once already. I have my CPAP to tend to, the cat to tend to and… Continue reading
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You Know That I’m Not Good
I believe it’s been two days now… since I handled any chores in the house or even cleaned behind the cat. I’ve felt like absolute garbage both days. Yesterday, I needed to go pick up my package, drop off some mail, pick up my medication and manage to get home in one piece. I did…… Continue reading
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Someone Moved My Cans
This is certainly less disappointing than my announcement – to no one’s surprise – that I got no writing done. I’m extremely disappointed in myself. Maybe tonight? IDK… It’s nearly 10:30, and I’m still working on dinner… Yeah. I have to count up and check a few things. I might be able to get stuff… Continue reading
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I’ve Got A Headache
No… but really. I got the idea for this particular blog post from a family member. My family members don’t get along with each other – at all. The constant clashing, conflicts and disputes are why I tend to keep some space between them and myself. It also helps that I live a state over.… Continue reading
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In Your Thing – On Your Phone
Today didn’t exactly go the way it was supposed to. At all. I think I quite easily lost three or four… maybe five hours tonight. I have an assignment that is supposed to be up tomorrow, but I also am backed up on chores. And ughh… and ARRG… My sleeping habits are garbage, tbh right… Continue reading
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Smells Like Bad Choices
I’m trying very hard these days to avoid putting myself in a bad situation. When I was younger – in my 20s – I was not the best at making decisions. Even in my early 30s, I wasn’t doing that well. I had problems even ordering food for myself without help. However, I’m trying hard… Continue reading
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Wayward Paths
Today went well. Much better than I expected it to do. Unfortunately, I’m still not doing well in terms of having a normal bedtime. Tonight will be no different. Though I can take my gabapentin for the pain, I cannot take my hydroxyzine. I need to be awake. I have been too distracted this month… Continue reading
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