life in chaos
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Woe
I knew something was wrong when my desire to sleep was stronger than my desire to update my blog tonight. I have a notebook labeled ‘Days,’ and I’ve been using it to log what I did over the course of the day. Why am I doing this? Because otherwise I won’t remember. Instead of my… Continue reading
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It’s Fine To Make Mistakes – You’re Only Human
Burning. On fire. Aching. Stabbing pain. Extreme fatigue. This is what I’ve experienced today. I’m not sure if it’s due to the cold or that my fibromyalgia is getting worse. Probably the latter. I’ve been struggling so much just trying to travel up and down the stairs today. My back and ribs hurt so much.… Continue reading
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When Out Of Rome…
We do what we wanna do. I’m trying to navigate this whole thing… logging my day and stuff by hand. It’s so strange. But my memory loss is becoming this scary thing that I don’t think I’ll be able to easily come to terms with. I’m uncertain if I’m suffering from the beginning of a… Continue reading
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No Cause For Concern
One day at a time. That’s how I’m trying to go about my days now. Part of today involved me lying stretched out with the cats right near me. Which was fine… until the kitten stepped in the wrong spot on me. Much yelping occurred and now she’s giving me a bit of space. As… Continue reading
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Justice
For many years now, I’ve found myself on the edge of a meltdown over how many times people are hurt. The criminals far too often get away with it. And… at times, the punishment is far below what should happen because of the severity of the crime. I’m bombarded daily with messages from the Ring… Continue reading
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WHATADAY!
I’m not quite sure how I got to this point tonight… but I’m about to take my nighttime meds, do my Duolingo (on speedmode again) and go to bed. I am so tired that I’m close to – Wow. I can’t remember the word I need. Dislocate. There we go. I’m so tired that I’m… Continue reading
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Time Theft
It is an utter nightmare when you’re attempting to beef up security. I have the dizzying spiral of trying to fix my landline, then struggling to deal with my mobile phone. … And wanting to cry. Then extending my brain trying to figure out home security… at the end the marvel of email security. I… Continue reading
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Wups
Unfortunately, it’s near the 9th hour.. or more like the 12th and I’m just realizing that I have an assignment that is supposed to be up for reading tomorrow. Now I feel stupid… but I did enjoy some games of Jigsaw. I completed one 400-piece puzzle and am working on a second. I’m also trying… Continue reading
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