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Hey! J – J – JADED
@ 12:14AM – Sometimes I’m so miserable that I don’t see a way out from this. The constant pain… it’s just unreal. I was supposed to stay up a bit later, but let’s be honest here… I have no energy to stay up longer. Just like I’ve barely had any energy to do much at Continue reading
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Like Monsters
Nothing like marathoning “Intervention” and “Hoarders” to make you re-reevaluate decisions you’ve made in life. Granted, I have learned a lot from both series. I really like ‘em. I have gotten absolutely no writing done. None whatsoever. Been spending so much time doing absolutely nothing to help myself either. I have a lesson to prep Continue reading
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Single Version
First time back on PC for a blog post in a while. Nice, eh? Considering how horrible Monday was… Never been in a situation where I thought I was having a stroke. It was scary. Seriously scary. Since today is (unfortunately) the first day of the month, it is now time… again… for me to Continue reading
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I Will Never…
…Give up. Though navigating through years of neglected mental health almost led me in the wrong direction, I am so grateful to have medical intervention to help me. Something that I tell my friends now—since I have the experience—is that there is no shame in asking for help when you need it. I was so Continue reading
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I Promise You This
It’s pretty obvious at this point, that I am absolutely horrible at picking out names for blog posts or even fanfic chapters. Today’s blog post has a name from a song I really love. Sung and cowritten by Shania Twain. Songs like these always help me get better ideas for what I plan on writing. Continue reading
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Gray Twilight
Sometimes failure isn’t exactly a bad thing. Take today for example. I failed to pen out my workout regimen, however, I started verbalizing what I need to eat over the course of the day. It’s not news that I speak out loud to myself… or maybe it is. I believe it’s a coping mechanism for Continue reading
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As Far As I Can See
I’m slowly cleaning up what my psychiatrist calls my “sleep hygiene.” The downside to this is that I’m napping to catch up the difference. And those naps can cut down on my time. Tonight, I’m going to attempt to do a top to bottom clean. I’m pretty sure that I have to begin with the Continue reading
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Um… In Sickness?
I’m bone tired and about to fall into bed… knowing that I’ve been exposed to Covid. Which is completely terrible. My immune system is already garbage… made worse by an additional medication I’m on now. I sincerely hope I don’t have it. Also, since I’m at times a right idiot, I completely messed up 2 Continue reading
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A Case Of Neglect
For likely 3 weeks now, since early July, I’ve been mostly neglecting my home in the case of the chores. It’s not something I’m proud of. The problem I’m running into right now is coming into conflict with my chores. I let them overlap and the result is that things never get done. I’ve been Continue reading
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Strange Bedfellows
I’m sort of returning to normal… I guess? I felt less sick today initially… But then I started having severe chest pain. Like someone stabbed me in the middle of my chest. I’ve told about three of my friends, the first who telling me that it’s I’m likely paranoid over what it could be. The Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 