frustrations – Page 7

January 13, 2024

“D” Is For “Hunter”

Kind of disappointed tonight. I always make jokes about how dumb I am, but it’s looking more and more like that might really be the case. I literally cannot figure out how to file my taxes. At all. Which means I’ll probably end up at the tax office… but hopefully an agent can walk me… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

cognition, failure, food, frustrations, life in chaos, memory loss, updates

January 9, 2024

Sentimental

I’m sure that it might seem odd, for me to be talking to myself while I’m out and about dealing with life stuff. It’s not that difficult for me to understand. I have so little contact with people outside my friends. I won’t mention family, because I started trying to mend fences… and it seems… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

being an adult, breakfast, family, food, frustrations, groceries, pancakes, recipe, recipes, trying to be happy, updates

December 29, 2023

That’s… That

Tired. So tired… and injured. And bleeding. Kitten was spayed today and within 2 hours had already cracked her E-Collar. I got her this recovery vest and she thanked me by clawing my hands and arms up and gouging a hole into the side of the vest. Left one leg unsnapped so she has a… Continue reading

Check-In, Day By Day

cat, cats, disomfort, frustrations, humor, life, life in chaos, nature, pain, pets, updates, writing

December 24, 2023

Spanish Guitar

So… I’ve frittered away the entire day, but I know what I’m suppose to do. But oh, I don’t want to. However, if I keep putting this off, I’ll be doing wrong by all of the changes in my life this year. Ignoring the internal changes will start bringing me down externally. To be fair… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

chores, day to day, fatigue, frustrations, life in chaos, updates

December 18, 2023

Rainy Days

Now about two days out from when someone tried to break into my home… I’m starting to let my mind relax if not a little. I enjoy the rain. Not sure if I’ve mentioned that before, but the sound is soothing. My newest alarm clock has a feature where it plays a rainstorm. Believe it… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

crime, disappointments, ea games, frustrations, rainy days, security, sims 4, the-sims-4, toddler, toddlers, trying to cope, updates

December 12, 2023

In Expectation

Still recovering from my editing binge. Took my required medication tonight… so there is that. I’m starting to get frustrated with all the research I find myself having to do. Medical techniques, medical equipment… medical terms. Researching for locations and symptoms. And now I’m trying to revise and tweak a birth scene! I honestly thought… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

frustrations, life in chaos, please help me, research, updates, writers, writing

December 2, 2023

What You Should Know

I’m not the nicest person. I’m very disappointed in myself. Often. I get frustrated when I slip up and make terrible mistakes. In the past, I was very vindictive. Recently, I nearly lost my temper on someone on the bus… because she was speaking about bipolarism. She said: “I’m sorry about my friend. She’s a… Continue reading

Introspection

anger management, bipolarism, frustrations, mental illness, ranting, updates

November 23, 2023

Water From The Moon

@1:01AM, November 20, 2023 Once again, we’re pulling a near all-nighter. I also just realize that I forgot to take my nerve medication. Doggone it! After this brief snippet, I’ll go do that. I went ahead and plowed through the first chapter of C&R III. I’m uncertain if I’ll keep it as a short or… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Day By Day, Introspection

addiction, fanfic, frustrations, life in chaos, matters of concern, NanoWrimo, updates, writers

November 22, 2023

Secondhand Emotions

I remember I said before that I was feeling the strain? I’m really feeling it now. A hunk of my personal life has taken a backseat to NanoWrimo… and that makes me very sad to admit. I’ve decided that this will likely be my last Nano… it’s just too much pressure on my joints. I… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Introspection

frustrations, life in chaos, NanoWrimo, updates, writers, writing

November 21, 2023

Missing You

I personally think that a collaboration between Kenny G and Michel Bolton is a wonderful thing. Really… a collab between Kenny G and anyone else is gonna be good. Now then… on NTC, I’m on page 19 of Chapter 19. Ha! Just two more new chapters after this one. I was worried at first that… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Introspection

creativity, family, fanfic, frustrations, irritation, life, NanoWrimo, social media, updates, writers, writing