frustrations
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Shut The Door
Good grief. I needed to go to sleep right after I finished my assignment. I just… couldn’t go on. Maybe that’s because I started it late? IDK. For Nano, I’m now -11,900 words for NtC. That’s… not good. It’s so hard to juggle my life with Nano now, though. It’s the strangest thing. My schedule… Continue reading
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Woe
I knew something was wrong when my desire to sleep was stronger than my desire to update my blog tonight. I have a notebook labeled ‘Days,’ and I’ve been using it to log what I did over the course of the day. Why am I doing this? Because otherwise I won’t remember. Instead of my… Continue reading
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I Do Swear
Today was so difficult… I was not expecting my day to be so difficult. It was hard to move before I went out and by the time I returned home… I was sore as can be. I sat down, fell backwards on the bed and felt soreness and heavy fatigue drop right on top of… Continue reading
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Timeless
There was a time, quite some a while back really… where I could easily look back a few days or some months and remember what happened. Over time, that ability has gradually dwindled without notice until a friend of mine asked me how my week was going so far. After confirming – for the third… Continue reading
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No Cause For Concern
One day at a time. That’s how I’m trying to go about my days now. Part of today involved me lying stretched out with the cats right near me. Which was fine… until the kitten stepped in the wrong spot on me. Much yelping occurred and now she’s giving me a bit of space. As… Continue reading
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Justice
For many years now, I’ve found myself on the edge of a meltdown over how many times people are hurt. The criminals far too often get away with it. And… at times, the punishment is far below what should happen because of the severity of the crime. I’m bombarded daily with messages from the Ring… Continue reading
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I Can’t Keep Falling
Few hours ago, I scared myself half to death. I had a weird feeling that I’d forgotten to blog – to get my thoughts out. Then I had the irrational desire to see how I could reset my post count on WordPress. Then I had a nightmare that I was in some feedback loop. Then… Continue reading
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Eye Of Glass
Well, I’m still sick today. Though it’s thankfully not as severe. The intense dizziness I felt yesterday, along with nausea was frustrating. I still feel ill today. I have no idea what is happening. I tested negative for Covid, so it’s not that. Normally, I would try to get an appointment with my GP, but… Continue reading
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Countdown
I realized today… after like a week of sleep deprivation – that I need to stay off YouTube. I’ve already been exposed to at least five movies and/or TV shows that I probably should not be watching. Along with someone who posted something sexually explicit on YouTube. I already reported one that involved a half-naked… Continue reading
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This Sounded Better On Paper…
I’ve had moments in time where I’ve been so frustrated over what seems like minor problems. The point to me seems to actually be to not panic. However… seeing as things are getting worse, I have been looking into getting what one would call a ‘burner’ phone. It’s got nearly no data, but it wouldn’t… Continue reading
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