frustrations
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Goodness Knows It Hasn’t Been That Long
So, I’m currently stuck suffering again. It feels like I’ve been dealing with intestinal problems for a week, but in reality, it’s been about 2½ days. I’ve thought long and hard about what happened in January, about how I might have had a TIA. And knowing that they don’t always show up at all on… Continue reading
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Looking Back
Today was a bit rougher than I expected. I was trying to schedule doctor’s appointments and referrals… and I started getting disoriented and forgetting things. It’s upsetting. In mind, I had a mental picture of this very tasty food I like that has cabbage, carrots, and this creamy white sauce. Yet… It took me five… Continue reading
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Soft Spoken Words
I’m not tired. That sucks. But I think I had a weird semi-nap today. I also unfortunately had my dinner late, so I have to sit up to try and mitigate my chances of having terrific heartburn. And by terrific, I mean absolutely terrible. I did most of my chores today, but my left knee… Continue reading
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And It Continues
trying to pull myself together tonight. Will not be easy, but worth it. I hope. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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1-2-3 HEAVE
Yup. Still very much manic. I want to get the cleaning stuff done already. My sinuses are 10x better when I dust and vacuum. Still dealing with racing thoughts… unfortunately. I keep promising myself that either I get a good night’s sleep or I’ll go and clean up the entire house. Then, I decide on… Continue reading
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Where Or Who Are You At? (Pre-Write)
Ah… Monday. The kind of day to venture forth and do the things… the things that do the do! I hope I’m still alive by the time this blog post and podcast are read. The idea sounds dark and so depressing, but with the speed that my health is deteriorating… I’ve started to feel extremely… Continue reading
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Sowing Seeds (Pre-Write)
A big problem can be found if we’re not careful with what we allow to come out of our mouths. And some have bigger mouths than others. I shouldn’t have to say this, and no doubt I’ve said this time and time again by the time this blog post is visible, but it still rings… Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know… Continue reading
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Incapable Of Innocence
You come to know how bad things are… when you pray in gratitude for making it into your home. Which is exactly what I did tonight. I thanked God Almighty that I was able to get into my home safe and sound. I’ve felt tired and ill most of the day, so I delayed taking… Continue reading
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Double-U Oh Double-U
What a day. I can’t complain much though. I did spend lots of time cleaning. Last night, I had to stop though… Started having chest pains, so had to lay down. I did some work in the back room today. The Cat Room, had a lot of stuff in it that didn’t belong in there,… Continue reading
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