frustrations – Page 7

December 18, 2023

Rainy Days

Now about two days out from when someone tried to break into my home… I’m starting to let my mind relax if not a little. I enjoy the rain. Not sure if I’ve mentioned that before, but the sound is soothing. My newest alarm clock has a feature where it plays a rainstorm. Believe it Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

crime, disappointments, ea games, frustrations, rainy days, security, sims 4, the-sims-4, toddler, toddlers, trying to cope, updates

December 12, 2023

In Expectation

Still recovering from my editing binge. Took my required medication tonight… so there is that. I’m starting to get frustrated with all the research I find myself having to do. Medical techniques, medical equipment… medical terms. Researching for locations and symptoms. And now I’m trying to revise and tweak a birth scene! I honestly thought Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

frustrations, life in chaos, please help me, research, updates, writers, writing

December 2, 2023

What You Should Know

I’m not the nicest person. I’m very disappointed in myself. Often. I get frustrated when I slip up and make terrible mistakes. In the past, I was very vindictive. Recently, I nearly lost my temper on someone on the bus… because she was speaking about bipolarism. She said: “I’m sorry about my friend. She’s a Continue reading

Introspection

anger management, bipolarism, frustrations, mental illness, ranting, updates

November 23, 2023

Water From The Moon

@1:01AM, November 20, 2023 Once again, we’re pulling a near all-nighter. I also just realize that I forgot to take my nerve medication. Doggone it! After this brief snippet, I’ll go do that. I went ahead and plowed through the first chapter of C&R III. I’m uncertain if I’ll keep it as a short or Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Day By Day, Introspection

addiction, fanfic, frustrations, life in chaos, matters of concern, NanoWrimo, updates, writers

November 22, 2023

Secondhand Emotions

I remember I said before that I was feeling the strain? I’m really feeling it now. A hunk of my personal life has taken a backseat to NanoWrimo… and that makes me very sad to admit. I’ve decided that this will likely be my last Nano… it’s just too much pressure on my joints. I Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Introspection

frustrations, life in chaos, NanoWrimo, updates, writers, writing

November 21, 2023

Missing You

I personally think that a collaboration between Kenny G and Michel Bolton is a wonderful thing. Really… a collab between Kenny G and anyone else is gonna be good. Now then… on NTC, I’m on page 19 of Chapter 19. Ha! Just two more new chapters after this one. I was worried at first that Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Check-In, Introspection

creativity, family, fanfic, frustrations, irritation, life, NanoWrimo, social media, updates, writers, writing

November 9, 2023

Shut The Door

Good grief. I needed to go to sleep right after I finished my assignment. I just… couldn’t go on. Maybe that’s because I started it late? IDK. For Nano, I’m now -11,900 words for NtC. That’s… not good. It’s so hard to juggle my life with Nano now, though. It’s the strangest thing. My schedule Continue reading

Introspection

fatigue, frustrations, life, updates

October 15, 2023

Woe

I knew something was wrong when my desire to sleep was stronger than my desire to update my blog tonight. I have a notebook labeled ‘Days,’ and I’ve been using it to log what I did over the course of the day. Why am I doing this? Because otherwise I won’t remember. Instead of my Continue reading

Introspection

back pain, cars, ea games, frustrations, life in chaos, life journey, medication, memories, memory loss, mobile games, updates

October 14, 2023

I Do Swear

Today was so difficult… I was not expecting my day to be so difficult. It was hard to move before I went out and by the time I returned home… I was sore as can be. I sat down, fell backwards on the bed and felt soreness and heavy fatigue drop right on top of Continue reading

Introspection

day to day, fatigue, frustrations, updates

October 11, 2023

Timeless

There was a time, quite some a while back really… where I could easily look back a few days or some months and remember what happened. Over time, that ability has gradually dwindled without notice until a friend of mine asked me how my week was going so far. After confirming – for the third Continue reading

Introspection

fear, forgetting, frustrations, memory loss, updates, worry