frustrations
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Agents And Heirs
Tonight is going much smoother, I think. I’m still going through something emotionally, but unlike in the past, I am working hard not to sink into a depression. Many things happen in life… that none of us have control over. Instead of beating myself up like I have in the past – I’ve stepped back Continue reading
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Oh… OH MY!
You know it’s been a umm… day when you nearly forget to blog. SO much stuff to talk about. Such as how I ended up with a gas bill of over $600… when last month was only $120. Ugh… Bedtime for this bozo here! ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Hapless Hubris
… I’m growing more and more uncertain how to start these. Of late, all I can imagine myself writing in my blog is “I” … “I… I… I… I”!! I shouldn’t be upset at myself over this. After all, the entire blog is supposed to be about my life. It’s meant to be a solid Continue reading
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Foreigners And Fish
Today was pretty good, the evening not so much, but the earlier parts of today were fantastic. There’s a lot I need to do in my interpersonal relationships, both with my friends and other people. As for my family… Well, I’m still trying to figure out how to unpack that. I still have PTSD and Continue reading
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Strangers And Friends
11:03AM I just woke up from one of the worst dreams I’ve had in a while. I fell asleep working on my new schedule. I didn’t sleep for long, maybe 20 minutes, but I saw… my first cat. I saw her dart out from under my bed, look at me and climb back under it. Continue reading
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Camera Difficulties
I’m angry. Understandably so. I have my new green screen up and mounted… but for some reason, my webcam on my gaming computer doesn’t register the green screen as well… GREEN. Even I look washed out on camera. I have absolutely no clue what is happening. I’m very upset over it. It means that my Continue reading
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Mmm… Happiness!
Today’s post title was sponsored by a friend of mine! I had some things I spoke down (had phone voice to text) right after my previous blog post and after I woke up in the morning. I did have an alternative title for this blog post… but I… Well, I’m uncertain. I’m used to being Continue reading
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Traitors And Owls
So… This is awkward. Again, I’m using the name generator for a title. Also, for some strange reason I have developed a cramping sensation in my right hand. I think I got a little bit too arrogant this week. Maybe I was just excited. I liked the idea that I was able to focus better. Continue reading
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Meant To Fly
Current Song: Celine Dion – You And I I had a partially handwritten entry for today. Unfortunately, as is the case with me often after the fact, I have problems reading my own writing. Thankfully, I remember what it said. Even though I’m still working on a way to get repairs done here in the Continue reading
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Over The Boardwalk
So now I’ve been seething for a few hours now. An ink cartridge that I purchased is not working at all. I’ve tried everything to reset the printer. I also tried to reset the ink cartridge itself. I’m angry because I can’t fix it. I’ve literally run into a situation where I can fix the Continue reading
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