frustrations
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A-N-G-E-R
Ohh, let me count the ways. I think the best way to describe my mood right now is irritated, agitated, sad… furious and grumpy. I’m angry. It was pretty bad earlier. I was screaming in the basement about what I was going to do. Do as much of one lesson as I can, then plot… Continue reading
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Constant Craving
I’m always always hungry. It’s a nightmare. Between food addiction or an eating disorder… I’m not sure which is worse. I unfortunately have both. This particular blog title is on brand… at least I think so. My doctor recently put me on prednisone. To help my lungs. Now, I’ve been on it before… but right… Continue reading
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How Did This Happen?
Good grief. It’s already May, and all I have is this old, wrinkly shirt! Yikes… that last word almost became something else. Heh. I’ve had a very unusual day, at least in terms of what is normally unusual. When I went to call my dad this evening, a strange number popped up on his caller… Continue reading
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Bring Your Fancy
Today’s blog title is brought to you by my inability to hear things properly. The correct quote is: “We’re gonna get fancy now.” The mistake was my fault though… I wasn’t looking at the captions. Explaining my use of them to family has… never gone well. One – the same one that always causes drama… Continue reading
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Flee To The Fire
“Out of the frying pan into the fire,” is most certainly an old phrase. What happens, however… if you throw yourself further into the fire? Most people would like to avoid sinking themselves deeper into a problem… because it hurts. As much as I don’t like adversity… I’ve ben trying to push myself just a… Continue reading
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Sorrowful Torment
One of my close friends died today. I am not sure what else I can say beyond that. I am grateful that she is not suffering anymore, but it does not make her loss any less painful. Thankfully, she can rest in peace now. Without being so sick and in pain all the time. I… Continue reading
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Thick Or Thin
Of course, I’m listening to one of the Canadian singers I started to listening to years ago. The major one – and this sounds odd – but I visited her hometown in April 2001… That one was Celine Dion. One of the music stores we visited had a massive section in the back of dedicated… Continue reading
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Taskmaster
I can prefix this post in this manner. I am tired. Bone tired. Like, if you could see my bones, they’d be yawning super wide too. They’d also be droopy and a bit grumpy. I’ve managed to cover most items on my chore list – not including my errands – all of which I’ll address… Continue reading
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Vengeance Of Perfection
Today my aunt’s dog died. And I couldn’t be more furious with her. How do I even begin this one? It’s a lot to unpack. I told my father today that I’m sorry he lost his friend. Last year, when I found out that one of my cats was dying from cancer, they found out… Continue reading
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For So Long
When I watch “My 600…” I sort of shudder at the similarities. One of the women on this show stated that by the time she was 14, she was 220 lbs. When I hear the closeness of it, I clench my teeth. When I was 13, I was 230lbs. It was frightening to see. When… Continue reading
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