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Promises, Promises
I can’t complain much about today. However, I am frustrated with myself. Since I didn’t get enough sleep last night, that threw everything else off today. I have fantastic news though… I have hot water again. I’m so happy! I look forward to a warm shower in the morning. I’m in the midst of loading Continue reading
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Foreigners And Fish
Today was pretty good, the evening not so much, but the earlier parts of today were fantastic. There’s a lot I need to do in my interpersonal relationships, both with my friends and other people. As for my family… Well, I’m still trying to figure out how to unpack that. I still have PTSD and Continue reading
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All That Shivers Is Gold
My mood isn’t so bad right now… I think it’s because I’m trying to get back on a regular schedule with my medicine. Music has an enormous effect on my mood too! Current Song On Repeat: Boy Meets Girl – Waiting For A Star To Fall My house smells like the Angus beef I just Continue reading
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An Unironic Update
Today could be neatly described as being insane. For one, I never really slept overnight. I was awake until about 1PM. Before I was on all of these meds, staying awake for 24-hours was an anomaly for me. It never really happened, because I was already far too sleepy to be awake. Now though? Running Continue reading
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Skipping Stones
Listening to these “videos” has brought up memories of what I experienced back in 2020. The back-biting, the intrigue… all of the double-speak. The stress, pressure and exhaustion. I told a friend of mine that what I had to go through during that terrible 6-month period would be a fantastic book! A best seller even… Continue reading
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Either Way
So many hobbies to do, so many assignments to do. I feel the madness bearing down on me now. It’s awful. I had a weird nap-dream earlier where I was being bitten by the bones of a lambchop… Yeah, it was strange. So… some thoughts. Day three (or four) of total radio silence with the Continue reading
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Closed Shades
Pain is a large part of my existence. Today it was worse. I’m not exactly sure what I dreamed of, but I felt as if my left shoulder had been stomped on overnight… for hours. When I felt this on the right side, I wanted to cry because the cramping in my ribs coincided with Continue reading
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