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Say It, Say It… Softly
I try to tell myself that I’m not sensitive. I am. I try to tell myself that I’m doing the best for myself by burying myself in my writing. Inaccurate. I thought I’d just be relieved to finish my latest chapter of NtC. 53 pages later, I am not. In fact, I’m more stressed out Continue reading
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Thumbedy
Did I break my thumb? Did I strain it?? It has been a MONTH now and my thumb still hurts! I’ve no clue how to deal with this… I’m using my right hand to use the space bar and spacing my fingers differently so I don’t have to use that thumb as much. Next week, Continue reading
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Adrena—Whaa?
The headache I developed from the nightmare of last night followed me until 2 or 3 this afternoon. I was in bed and trying to sleep it off. It was excruciating and made me queasy. I felt like my brain was sloshing around in my head. I still had a long task list to get Continue reading
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Just Another Sad Non-Love Song
I’m almost 40. I had thought the same problems I had as a teenager were gone. That I wouldn’t care if someone made fun of me. How wrong I was. How do you describe it when the person who hurts you knows you have problems? I was fooled at one time to believe that the Continue reading
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Accountability
I have a problem. It’s a frustrating one and hails from the days when I was actually able to go out and work. Back then, I always fretted about being able to pay bills. After a while, I stopped constantly spending with the cards because I was struggling to pay them off quickly. I was Continue reading
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Stringed Together Rhapsodies
I’m… Irritated, angry, frustrated, a bit jaded and distressed. I told a friend of mine today that a decade ago, I never saw my life going the way that it has. There were things that I should have done when I had the physical strength to… things that I can’t really do now. But… At Continue reading
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Soft Spoken Words
I’m not tired. That sucks. But I think I had a weird semi-nap today. I also unfortunately had my dinner late, so I have to sit up to try and mitigate my chances of having terrific heartburn. And by terrific, I mean absolutely terrible. I did most of my chores today, but my left knee Continue reading
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Sowing Seeds (Pre-Write)
A big problem can be found if we’re not careful with what we allow to come out of our mouths. And some have bigger mouths than others. I shouldn’t have to say this, and no doubt I’ve said this time and time again by the time this blog post is visible, but it still rings Continue reading
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Safe Distances
Not being close—well—that’s not necessarily a bad thing. Earlier this morning, I was firmly reminded of that. At times, I want to ignore the unease I’ve felt for so long… but then again, I realize that doing so makes me very uncomfortable. I have worked very hard to better my behaviors. Simplifying my life has Continue reading
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Time Theft
It is an utter nightmare when you’re attempting to beef up security. I have the dizzying spiral of trying to fix my landline, then struggling to deal with my mobile phone. … And wanting to cry. Then extending my brain trying to figure out home security… at the end the marvel of email security. I Continue reading
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