Introspection
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Uncleared Minds
Now that I understand why I’m so drawn and weary, I’m still upset at how often I have to stop to just sleep. I don’t want to, but unfortunately my body has other plans. Does that sound like I’m lazy? I have a widespread chronic condition that makes it nearly impossible to work at 100%, Continue reading
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Unfortunate Slights
I wish I had fantastic news, but I do not. The exact condition that a close friend of mine thought I had, the same one that I hoped I did not have – I have. On top of that, my new physician… cos I think I have about eight of them at current… the new Continue reading
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Closed Shades
Pain is a large part of my existence. Today it was worse. I’m not exactly sure what I dreamed of, but I felt as if my left shoulder had been stomped on overnight… for hours. When I felt this on the right side, I wanted to cry because the cramping in my ribs coincided with Continue reading
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Dreams of Cheese & Cherries
Today was tiring, but very good. Every day, I am finding more often than not a reason to smile. I can spend hours a day listening to music without the added background of a human voice. I don’t need that nearly as much as I thought I would. There are many things I want to Continue reading
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Seat Of Motivation
I don’t have long, so let’s talk. I’ve often questioned what was the driving force behind what I do. I enjoy soft, fuzzy things that make me feel warm. Maybe that’s why I write fluffy stories so well… because it’s something that I don’t have in my life. I yearn for it. Sometimes, I feel Continue reading
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Push It
Time: 10:59PM Good news… first. Then the chaos. I got the scene I was so worried over penned out for chapter 18, so I should be able to smoothly incorporate it. My plan to use buckets and milk cartons to do my laundry was a success. The downsides? I ended up driving for who knows Continue reading
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See Me Runnin’
I want so badly to go to bed. The urge to not post is quite strong. We went shopping today. The chaos… the madness… The frequent trips to the bathroom. Only for me to literally rumble back in here and prepare for a meeting. The meeting went well. What I think I’ll do tonight because Continue reading
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Feels Good Sounds Good
Time: 9:21PM Today was better than yesterday – by a long shot. So much fruit! I’ve been licking my fingers and face for most of the day. I really love pineapple, which I got Friday for free, along with a huge watermelon. We got corn too, but a lot of it was bad. Like mushy… Continue reading
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In Short
Can’t say too much really. My day has been exhausting. I found out that one of my friends just lost her brother. Then, I ended up attending a memorial service for another friend’s sister. Today. After the service, we found out that another memorial service was coming right behind that one, and I left. I Continue reading
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