Introspection
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Concern Main
I am exhausted. I have chores to do. I have reading to do. I will read. Then I will bed. I started chapter 19 of NtC, but that will be shared later on. I have an assignment. I will do/complete it in the AM. ~J. Lyst I got burnt out today doing all of that… Continue reading
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Not Today…
I’ve been working hard to better prioritize my time. It hasn’t always been easy. Nothing ever is, if I’m being honest. I still have not written down any coherent schedule for myself. Not at all. Since I haven’t done that, I also haven’t penned out time for writing either. I was horrible at sticking to… Continue reading
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Lollipops And Tears
Isn’t it a shame that I had to look up how to spell “lollipop?” I couldn’t even remember how to spell a word so simple. I’ve had a loaded few days. Yesterday, I found out that one of my friends had died on Friday. It just… It hurts. It seems like death is just creeping… Continue reading
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When It’s Never… Just A Breeze
art of this blog post title is all due to some writings that I recently found. So, years ago, I was on this RPG site called GTX. I played one of the more… disturbed characters there. I think there was some sort of site revival after a few years and it was a solid 12… Continue reading
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Stupid
I’ve been running my PC for over 24 hours. Insane, I know, right? I normally reboot it at least once a day. I had a reason though. I assumed that I had deleted just a few files off a flash drive. So I went and picked up restoration software… only to find that the restored… Continue reading
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Fresh Out Pot
Try strange suggest. Friend do say… Bullet point note. 4 Lesson! Code, shorthand. Blank in fill. Odd say, seem work. Maybe word much? Hard drop habit. Hard 4 know. Hard 2 word. Remember problems. Try 4 best. Nervous. POSITIVE! ~J. Lyst Can understand? Happy! Hard 4 do. BLAH! Continue reading
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Let’s Go For A Walk
Life has a weird way of lifting and hurling you into the stratosphere when you least expect it. Even though tomorrow was such a sad day… I plan on moving forward. I am doing my best to keep up with my friends. My family, not so much. I have all of them blocked and I… Continue reading
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For The Sake Of Priorities
I have so much that I wanted to do today, but I played Sims to decompress instead. It was a sad day. Another memorial service. Another death. Loss after loss. There are so many who have died of late. Some of my friends. Family of my friends… You don’t quite feel it as badly when… Continue reading
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Baby Steps
Before it goes any further… no. That said, I’ve been trying to evaluate my life… looking at what I want to do versus what I am doing. I’ve been subscribing to a bunch of those gardening channels, and I’m starting to look at homesteading. I like off-grid videos… and I dream of what it would… Continue reading
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Having It All
It is not possible – I have learned – to please everyone. Or… if you try to please some, others will be upset, and if you try to divert that attention… the first ones are mad. Pleasing everyone for me would involve me compromising my principles, which I am not wont to do. My background… Continue reading
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