Introspection
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Countdown
I realized today… after like a week of sleep deprivation – that I need to stay off YouTube. I’ve already been exposed to at least five movies and/or TV shows that I probably should not be watching. Along with someone who posted something sexually explicit on YouTube. I already reported one that involved a half-naked… Continue reading
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Whispers From The Past
Life is a funny thing, you know? But not in the “haha” kind of way. Sometimes I look at the sheer amount of things I can and have been able to experience — and I’m glad. Then I think about things I WANT to do… and I feel sad. There always seems to be so… Continue reading
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The Gregarious Introvert
I am a woman of many words… At least when I’m writing. While I do enjoy conversation, the main person I am always speaking with is myself. All day I find myself muttering under my breath. About everything… even nonsensical things. I can admit that only I can follow these conversations with myself. I often… Continue reading
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This Sounded Better On Paper…
I’ve had moments in time where I’ve been so frustrated over what seems like minor problems. The point to me seems to actually be to not panic. However… seeing as things are getting worse, I have been looking into getting what one would call a ‘burner’ phone. It’s got nearly no data, but it wouldn’t… Continue reading
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The Sleep To End All Sleeps
I think I overdid it a bit today. My legs most certainly would agree. The calves are both hurting and screaming. I was on my feet for a longer time than I would consider normal. I’m not at all mad about it though. Still… My lack of endurance is saddening. Then again, considering how my… Continue reading
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Reasonably Decent Decisions
I’ve just escaped a 2–3-day cheese binge. Thankfully, it’s not like things in the past. Now, I’ve been craving salads… I think I’ll have some of it in the morning for breakfast instead of what I normally have. I do have bacon – yes. I have eggs – yes. I have cereal and protein pancake… Continue reading
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Companions
I have acquired a young cat… three months old to be precise. She’s brave, adorable… but excessively playful. She has climbed on me I don’t know how many times… so now I have a bunch of kitten scratches. She’s keeping me on my toes… sort of. At current, I’m debating gaming a bit… or cleaning… Continue reading
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Concern Main
I am exhausted. I have chores to do. I have reading to do. I will read. Then I will bed. I started chapter 19 of NtC, but that will be shared later on. I have an assignment. I will do/complete it in the AM. ~J. Lyst I got burnt out today doing all of that… Continue reading
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Not Today…
I’ve been working hard to better prioritize my time. It hasn’t always been easy. Nothing ever is, if I’m being honest. I still have not written down any coherent schedule for myself. Not at all. Since I haven’t done that, I also haven’t penned out time for writing either. I was horrible at sticking to… Continue reading
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Lollipops And Tears
Isn’t it a shame that I had to look up how to spell “lollipop?” I couldn’t even remember how to spell a word so simple. I’ve had a loaded few days. Yesterday, I found out that one of my friends had died on Friday. It just… It hurts. It seems like death is just creeping… Continue reading