Introspection
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Nightmare Fuel
I’m not sure if it’s my PC or WordPress doesn’t like me, but for the last week or so, it’s been nearly impossible to post on here at all. It’s disheartening, because this is part of my theraphy. I didn’t have a problem loading WordPress until after I logged into my account. How frustrating! ☹️ Continue reading
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Someone Moved My Cans
This is certainly less disappointing than my announcement – to no one’s surprise – that I got no writing done. I’m extremely disappointed in myself. Maybe tonight? IDK… It’s nearly 10:30, and I’m still working on dinner… Yeah. I have to count up and check a few things. I might be able to get stuff Continue reading
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Stories With No One To Tell Them TO
Tonight, WordPress is being weird. I can log in and see if I have my browser docked to one size. Logged out, wordpress.com worked fine. Yikes. I apologize if I offended one of the WP coders. A happy – or maybe not depending – side effect of this medication is that my memory is really Continue reading
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The Fact Of The Matter Is
I have put the final nail in the coffin. The pain, frustration and tears from yesterday have been wiped away. I have noticed – right away – that I’m sitting up taller. On the inside, and outwardly, I’ve been releasing shuddering breaths, so happy to be free. While it is true in most cases… that Continue reading
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I’ve Got A Headache
No… but really. I got the idea for this particular blog post from a family member. My family members don’t get along with each other – at all. The constant clashing, conflicts and disputes are why I tend to keep some space between them and myself. It also helps that I live a state over. Continue reading
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Calling Me To Find Where I Been To
At current, I’m having a very unusual conversation with my dad. He seems pretty frustrated and upset, but about what… I’ve honestly no clue. Maybe he’s drunk… IDK. Then again, I tend to be incoherent half the time when I’m speaking. Apparently, my English isn’t always the best. It sounds fine to me, but then Continue reading
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Doves
I’m pretty burned out, but my night is just beginning. I know that I need to sleep tonight, but I’ll still be pushing myself to get as much done from today… tonight. And drugged at that. I’ve turned hauling trash into a sport here. After a while, I have a good routine with it. Today Continue reading
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Smells Like Bad Choices
I’m trying very hard these days to avoid putting myself in a bad situation. When I was younger – in my 20s – I was not the best at making decisions. Even in my early 30s, I wasn’t doing that well. I had problems even ordering food for myself without help. However, I’m trying hard Continue reading
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