Introspection
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Wisdom
I’m tired. Like really tired. I dislike feeling like this, but it’s part of my life. A painful and frustrating part. Since I’ve drawn a bit into myself, I haven’t been cleaning up like I should. Got quite a bit done in the cat room and my bedroom/office today. I’m overjoyed about that. However, there’s… Continue reading
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No Cause For Concern
One day at a time. That’s how I’m trying to go about my days now. Part of today involved me lying stretched out with the cats right near me. Which was fine… until the kitten stepped in the wrong spot on me. Much yelping occurred and now she’s giving me a bit of space. As… Continue reading
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Power
@2:47AM on 10/7/2023 So… working on my lesson right now. I am also doing a load of laundry and the dishwasher is running. As usual, my mind began to wander and I wandered my way right off of my lesson. I want to smack myself right now. I have an excuse! Not a great one,… Continue reading
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Justice
For many years now, I’ve found myself on the edge of a meltdown over how many times people are hurt. The criminals far too often get away with it. And… at times, the punishment is far below what should happen because of the severity of the crime. I’m bombarded daily with messages from the Ring… Continue reading
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Pearls
@11:49PM. Sorry about this. Post: For many years, I never saw much value in myself. I think I was… and still am to an extent – emotionally stunted. I’m the youngest of three, but unlike my older siblings… neither of my parents had any hand in raising me. My father was never there and my… Continue reading
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I Can’t Keep Falling
Few hours ago, I scared myself half to death. I had a weird feeling that I’d forgotten to blog – to get my thoughts out. Then I had the irrational desire to see how I could reset my post count on WordPress. Then I had a nightmare that I was in some feedback loop. Then… Continue reading
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Once Upon A Time
@12:13AM Yeah, I just weighed myself. I’m trying to get back into losing weight and meal planning. Hopefully I found a template that works. I’m putting the rest of my protein shake away to finish in the AM. @1:22AM Just finished modifying the excel meal planner. I wonder if I can print this. Huh… @1:59M… Continue reading
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Wrap Me Up
Okay! So, I was unable to get any updates or writing done last night. To be fair, I was also furious because by the time I crawled into bed, I’d spent probably 2 hours coloring pictures. That priority thing… pretty important. I was supposed to finish my lessons first. Fortunately, I finished both of them… Continue reading
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I See The River
I had so much fun today with my friends. The picnic was awesome. They even had Beyond Meat burgers for those of us who weren’t eating beef. I didn’t eat too much at all, because I didn’t want to feel sick the next day. I did get a right scolding for not being sociable enough.… Continue reading
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Don’t Leave Me Like This
It’s rough… for a chunk of the day, I’ve wiggled by way through, but now I feel like going to sleep right on my keyboard. It doesn’t help that I actually did fall asleep this afternoon… with my laptop on my lap. I was sprawled out on my back on the bed. It was less… Continue reading