Introspection
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Oooh Barracuda (Pre-Write)
Gotta love some Firehouse in the middle of the night. I’m starting to wonder how difficult it can be for content creators on YouTube when they try to rush through pre-recordings for their channels. I’m fortunate in that regard, as my hands do most of the work. I stopped even bothering with recording videos over… Continue reading
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A Long Drive, Two Times
Feeling disoriented today. Doctor sent me a prescription for a new medication. The sensation I get, suddenly feeling heat in the back of my head… only to feel it travel down to all my limbs… It’s so strange. The new medication I’m on is supposed to help control the tremors I’ve developed in my hands.… Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know… Continue reading
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Hyped Off A Feeling
For the longest time, I’ve wondered and dreamt about what it would be like if I could build my own home. I got hooked into the Sims 4 back in 2019 after my surgery since I figured I could at least drown out my feelings in the game. Well, now I still wonder what it… Continue reading
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Break Off the Z’s
I need a break from constantly bring tired. It doesn’t matter how long I’ve slept. 8 hours, 9 hours, 12 hours I’ve slept in a day… I’m still bone tired within 2 hours and want to go back to bed. So yeah. Need a break from THAT. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Incapable Of Innocence
You come to know how bad things are… when you pray in gratitude for making it into your home. Which is exactly what I did tonight. I thanked God Almighty that I was able to get into my home safe and sound. I’ve felt tired and ill most of the day, so I delayed taking… Continue reading
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Because Of You
I’m beginning to see some serious dietary issues now. While I normally have the energy to cook, I’ve had nearly no energy to do much of anything. My energy seems to peak around 1-3PM… then all I wanna do is lie down and sleep. Because of the lack of energy, my eating habits have completely… Continue reading
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Mneh…
I’m reminded of something a celebrity stated. “If it isn’t the consequences of my own actions,” which reminds me… once again of the pitfalls involved with not properly caring for my body. I’ve felt much better today, but I know my water intake was a lot lower… that was due to a doctor’s visit and… Continue reading
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