Introspection
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Unsteady
I was unaware that there’s a strange half-life or 75% or summat for my mood stabilizer. The antidepressant is extended release, but the mood stabilizer? No. So the doctor said it’s a possibility that I’m as off-kilter as I am due to unregulated medication uses. Struggling to maintain some sense of order in my life… Continue reading
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I’ve Thought Of This Often
There’s so much more I wish I could tell my teenage self… But that’s not possible. I’m just glad I made it out of my teens before I did something really harmful to myself. ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Brokering For Beagles
Today’s title is based on one particular dog that I miss very much… Such a sweetheart. The muscle relaxant I was given to help with my jaw seemed to irritate my spine. One of those I need a lot more than the other to write properly. I can always puree my food if it gets… Continue reading
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1-2-3 HEAVE
Yup. Still very much manic. I want to get the cleaning stuff done already. My sinuses are 10x better when I dust and vacuum. Still dealing with racing thoughts… unfortunately. I keep promising myself that either I get a good night’s sleep or I’ll go and clean up the entire house. Then, I decide on… Continue reading
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Where Or Who Are You At? (Pre-Write)
Ah… Monday. The kind of day to venture forth and do the things… the things that do the do! I hope I’m still alive by the time this blog post and podcast are read. The idea sounds dark and so depressing, but with the speed that my health is deteriorating… I’ve started to feel extremely… Continue reading
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That Page Slaps (Pre-Write)
I will say this to Miss Lyst… I sincerely hope – Miss – that you have at least completed that series you planned off that Crood fanfic. It’s short for crying out loud! It’s a short off one of your shorty short shorts! Since I won’t remember this post after it’s up – as this… Continue reading
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Sowing Seeds (Pre-Write)
A big problem can be found if we’re not careful with what we allow to come out of our mouths. And some have bigger mouths than others. I shouldn’t have to say this, and no doubt I’ve said this time and time again by the time this blog post is visible, but it still rings… Continue reading
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Oooh Barracuda (Pre-Write)
Gotta love some Firehouse in the middle of the night. I’m starting to wonder how difficult it can be for content creators on YouTube when they try to rush through pre-recordings for their channels. I’m fortunate in that regard, as my hands do most of the work. I stopped even bothering with recording videos over… Continue reading
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A Long Drive, Two Times
Feeling disoriented today. Doctor sent me a prescription for a new medication. The sensation I get, suddenly feeling heat in the back of my head… only to feel it travel down to all my limbs… It’s so strange. The new medication I’m on is supposed to help control the tremors I’ve developed in my hands.… Continue reading
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Oh No…
Here I am, wondering why I feel like my brain won’t shut off and why on earth I’m running on less than three hours of sleep a day… I’m going through mania again. I think… the last time I did this, it was the same thing. I’m on a mood stabilizer, but I do know… Continue reading
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