Day By Day
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Uncleared Minds
Now that I understand why I’m so drawn and weary, I’m still upset at how often I have to stop to just sleep. I don’t want to, but unfortunately my body has other plans. Does that sound like I’m lazy? I have a widespread chronic condition that makes it nearly impossible to work at 100%, Continue reading
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Unfortunate Slights
I wish I had fantastic news, but I do not. The exact condition that a close friend of mine thought I had, the same one that I hoped I did not have – I have. On top of that, my new physician… cos I think I have about eight of them at current… the new Continue reading
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No Time Is A Good Time
I’m sitting here, uncertain which feature of my day is more profound… Could it be the near complete congestion I have to deal with? Maybe the chronic fatigue I’m suffering from right now? Is it my dehydration?/huger?/confusion based headache? It rained heavily which means the basement smells like hot musk now. Unfortunately, the day is Continue reading
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Closed Shades
Pain is a large part of my existence. Today it was worse. I’m not exactly sure what I dreamed of, but I felt as if my left shoulder had been stomped on overnight… for hours. When I felt this on the right side, I wanted to cry because the cramping in my ribs coincided with Continue reading
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Dreams of Cheese & Cherries
Today was tiring, but very good. Every day, I am finding more often than not a reason to smile. I can spend hours a day listening to music without the added background of a human voice. I don’t need that nearly as much as I thought I would. There are many things I want to Continue reading
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Seat Of Motivation
I don’t have long, so let’s talk. I’ve often questioned what was the driving force behind what I do. I enjoy soft, fuzzy things that make me feel warm. Maybe that’s why I write fluffy stories so well… because it’s something that I don’t have in my life. I yearn for it. Sometimes, I feel Continue reading
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Push It
Time: 10:59PM Good news… first. Then the chaos. I got the scene I was so worried over penned out for chapter 18, so I should be able to smoothly incorporate it. My plan to use buckets and milk cartons to do my laundry was a success. The downsides? I ended up driving for who knows Continue reading
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Making The Most of A Bad Situation
Song(s): Time: 10:45PM Scroll down for what might be a bad idea! My forearms hate me at current. I ended up somehow walking nearly two miles today. What’s so strange about that is that I never event went outside the house. Part of what took me so far was the running up and down for Continue reading
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Feels Good Sounds Good
Time: 9:21PM Today was better than yesterday – by a long shot. So much fruit! I’ve been licking my fingers and face for most of the day. I really love pineapple, which I got Friday for free, along with a huge watermelon. We got corn too, but a lot of it was bad. Like mushy… Continue reading
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In Short
Can’t say too much really. My day has been exhausting. I found out that one of my friends just lost her brother. Then, I ended up attending a memorial service for another friend’s sister. Today. After the service, we found out that another memorial service was coming right behind that one, and I left. I Continue reading