misslyst
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The More Things Change, The More They Stay The Same
I’m struggling. I really am. Between the new frames that I’m having more than a little problem with focusing through to my flagging energy reserves – I would describe my mood as being “testy”. But I’m too busy sleeping. I’m uncertain what this bodes for my future, with me struggling and straining to do basic… Continue reading
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ASK Me
Currently, I’m sitting here and wiping sweat off my forehead. I found out recently that my Fitbit counts plunging as steps. Sounds strange without proper context. I use a mobile washer to clean my clothes, bedsheets, towels and etc. The only thing I’m unable to wash are my quilts. Soon as I can get them… Continue reading
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Flicker
I’m tired. This is not news. However, the fatigue that’s clung to me resulting from three days of back-to-back doctor’s appointments is terrible. It’s made everything slower… much slower than it should have been. I know that next week I should be back on track. For right now though? I’m pushing my assignment aside (yet… Continue reading
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Uncleared Minds
Now that I understand why I’m so drawn and weary, I’m still upset at how often I have to stop to just sleep. I don’t want to, but unfortunately my body has other plans. Does that sound like I’m lazy? I have a widespread chronic condition that makes it nearly impossible to work at 100%,… Continue reading
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Unfortunate Slights
I wish I had fantastic news, but I do not. The exact condition that a close friend of mine thought I had, the same one that I hoped I did not have – I have. On top of that, my new physician… cos I think I have about eight of them at current… the new… Continue reading
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No Time Is A Good Time
I’m sitting here, uncertain which feature of my day is more profound… Could it be the near complete congestion I have to deal with? Maybe the chronic fatigue I’m suffering from right now? Is it my dehydration?/huger?/confusion based headache? It rained heavily which means the basement smells like hot musk now. Unfortunately, the day is… Continue reading
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Closed Shades
Pain is a large part of my existence. Today it was worse. I’m not exactly sure what I dreamed of, but I felt as if my left shoulder had been stomped on overnight… for hours. When I felt this on the right side, I wanted to cry because the cramping in my ribs coincided with… Continue reading
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Dreams of Cheese & Cherries
Today was tiring, but very good. Every day, I am finding more often than not a reason to smile. I can spend hours a day listening to music without the added background of a human voice. I don’t need that nearly as much as I thought I would. There are many things I want to… Continue reading
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Seat Of Motivation
I don’t have long, so let’s talk. I’ve often questioned what was the driving force behind what I do. I enjoy soft, fuzzy things that make me feel warm. Maybe that’s why I write fluffy stories so well… because it’s something that I don’t have in my life. I yearn for it. Sometimes, I feel… Continue reading
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