writers – Page 14 – Hey, Miss J!

April 2, 2023

Choice Of Dreams

I wish I could control my dreams. I really do… because my dreams last night turned into a nightmare. The kind of nightmare that when I finally woke up, I was relieved to find out that it was only a terrible, imagined experience. All awful fantasy. It made me come up short too… and reevaluate… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

chores, fanfic, fanfiction, stuff, updates, writers

April 1, 2023

Admiring The Elements

My titles continue to grow stranger as time goes on. I’ve been thinking a lot tonight. About many things. My chores, my writings… Sometimes the frustration I feel over my own inactivity. I can’t describe it anything more than agitation with myself over my own reservations. I was also ridiculously lazy today. All because I… Continue reading

Introspection, Non-Dabble Authory Dabbles

chores, schedule, sleep deprivation, writers

March 28, 2023

Eyes On Me

I’m sitting here… yawning so wide that my jaw might crack rn. It’s bad. I fell asleep during a meeting today, which I struggled not to do. Then I got to visit with a very dear friend. It was so nice to see her. Apologies if the title is weird or repetitive. I got it… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

chores, cleaning, clothes, daily tasks, fatigue, friendship, writers

March 27, 2023

Why A Tuba

For some strange reason, whenever I see TV shows that depict bands from the 1800s… Well… y’know. Currently watching another episode of Dr. Quinn… and I’m very intrigued. I’ve been re-reading NtC chapters too. I tasted the idea of what I should include in the next chapter. I’m a little confused too. I’m sitting here… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

chores, disagreements, happiness, life journey, writers

March 26, 2023

And This Is Why I Excel At Failure

… I wish I could say it was a silly story… or just a made-up scenario. Unfortunately, I felt as if I was looking back at myself in time. I suppose the me that has already unpacked so much – with confidence – on my blog still has much to deal with. Things I thought… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

anger, authors, bipolarism, depression, fiction, mental illness, self awareness, self conscious, self worth, therapy, writers

March 24, 2023

Flowers In The Clouds

I think I’m doing it… Maybe… Maybe not? Despite all of that, I really am trying hard. I have worried myself sick over little things. I know that I get obsessive about songs and reaction videos. Currently, I’m obsessing over Dimash, and his insane vocal range. … And Tommy Johansson’s performances. I really like how… Continue reading

Hobbies, Introspection

entertainment, hobby, lists, music, writers, writing, YouTube

March 23, 2023

Future Of The Forsaken

I finally found a song I’ve been looking for. Unintentionally. Backstory: I enjoy watching couple or family YT channels, but one of them did a very interesting video with this particular song. I think it was detailing how his dog had started snuggling his wife and ignoring him. So, he took a super sweet video… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

fibromyalgia, Jeri Ryan, lists, muscle pain, music, schedule, sleep deprivation, Star Trek, writers

March 19, 2023

We Don’t Go Back Only Forward

Or we’re supposed to, aren’t we?? What I was told today hours ago was complete and total garbage. I was very upset, to the point of tears. Then I went to visit another friend… and it was very nice. I think I’m going to make it a habit to try to visit every weekend if… Continue reading

Introspection

anger, bipolarism, disappointments, lists, mental health, updates, writers

March 18, 2023

Farewell False Heart

I think it’s mildly put to say my entire sleep schedule is messed up. I want to say something else, but trying not to curse even offline so… Grr. It’s hard to keep myself within the restrictions and demands of my own written schedule. I get upset and just angry with myself for writing such… Continue reading

Introspection

chores, cleaning, depression, disappointment, frustrations, irritation, schedule, updates, writers

March 17, 2023

Sometimes You Feel Like A Nut

…and sometimes you really are one. I was super dumb tonight. Forgot I had a pan on 3 on the burner. Went to move it, burned two of my fingers. Just stood there, for nearly a half hour, with my fingers in cold water. Now, the irony is that to do my assignments, I need… Continue reading

Check-In

burns, fatigue, frustrations, injury, mistakes, pain, updates, writers