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I’m not even sure what to say right now. I’m racing through my chore list tonight… all because I want to be able to write something… anything. I’m beginning to feel an itching sensation inside my skull. It’s hard to explain… but it’s powerful. It’s a compulsion. I want to put my hands down and… Continue reading
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The Stronghold Pacifist
The definitions of a stronghold are: I’ve been told fairly often that my ideas or opinions make no sense. I’ve also been accused of being a soft pacifist. These words have been used to dismiss anything I say. Almost immediately, things I know are always dismissed as nothing. The definitions of pacifist are: Want to… Continue reading
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What A Lush Hushed Rush!
Brain go mush, Body go slush, I go squish, Cat go swish! I’m entirely too tired rn. Got a lesson. TTFN! ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Heading The Right Way
I’m doing a bit better tonight… I think. I plan on doing my usual nighttime reading, and then shift it to the morning. It’s rough to do this sort of reading at nighttime and retain anything. It’s a mess… a hot one. It’s a main priority, so it’s awful that it gets done after my… Continue reading
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Avoiding The Night
I’m tired… and I keep falling asleep. Let’s talk about that shall we? I’m not inherently lazy, at least not now. Yet… I’m struggling to get decent sleep and now I’m falling asleep all over the place. I believe part of what I have to do is just let myself go to bed. Like… I… Continue reading
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Twisted Joints & Broken Promises
So… I’m pretty sure I wrenched my ankle just by being alive. Though I have been traveling up and down the stairs quite rapidly the last few days. Today, I decided to order out for lunch/dinner. I ended up finding a fantastic Dr. Quinn Medicine Woman fanfiction and it kept me so distracted that I… Continue reading
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Vengeance Of Perfection
Today my aunt’s dog died. And I couldn’t be more furious with her. How do I even begin this one? It’s a lot to unpack. I told my father today that I’m sorry he lost his friend. Last year, when I found out that one of my cats was dying from cancer, they found out… Continue reading
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For So Long
When I watch “My 600…” I sort of shudder at the similarities. One of the women on this show stated that by the time she was 14, she was 220 lbs. When I hear the closeness of it, I clench my teeth. When I was 13, I was 230lbs. It was frightening to see. When… Continue reading
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Whispers From The Past
I suppose I could say I’ve been in a rotten mood all day now? For the most part. The day started off so nicely too… but today, I felt like my psychiatrist wasn’t really listening to me. She doesn’t try to rush me out of her office normally, but it felt like that today. So,… Continue reading
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