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Early Morning Observations
… Should I even call it this? Now? At 11:31AM in the morning? Last night was LOUD. It was pretty upsetting for me. I sort of laid in bed half on my side and contemplating the many decisions I’ve made in life. I wasn’t laying there idly though… I had my laptop in bed with… Continue reading
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Pilots And Blacksmiths
I’m staring at my curtains and asking myself a lot of questions. While it was great that I finally pulled off the horrid tannish/brown things that had been there for decades… I’m not joking about that. I also revealed a very nice set of sheer curtains. Now, it looks like my background glows in the… Continue reading
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Flee To The Fire
“Out of the frying pan into the fire,” is most certainly an old phrase. What happens, however… if you throw yourself further into the fire? Most people would like to avoid sinking themselves deeper into a problem… because it hurts. As much as I don’t like adversity… I’ve ben trying to push myself just a… Continue reading
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Concepts With Silver
I still have days when my mood goes down. What I like so much about my mood stabilizer is that I can’t go down but so far. I never linger there. It’s very nice… a wonderful change from what I’m used to. I’m still getting used to having clarity of thought. While I’m still fretting… Continue reading
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I’m not even sure what to say right now. I’m racing through my chore list tonight… all because I want to be able to write something… anything. I’m beginning to feel an itching sensation inside my skull. It’s hard to explain… but it’s powerful. It’s a compulsion. I want to put my hands down and… Continue reading
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The Stronghold Pacifist
The definitions of a stronghold are: I’ve been told fairly often that my ideas or opinions make no sense. I’ve also been accused of being a soft pacifist. These words have been used to dismiss anything I say. Almost immediately, things I know are always dismissed as nothing. The definitions of pacifist are: Want to… Continue reading
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What A Lush Hushed Rush!
Brain go mush, Body go slush, I go squish, Cat go swish! I’m entirely too tired rn. Got a lesson. TTFN! ~J. Lyst Continue reading
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Heading The Right Way
I’m doing a bit better tonight… I think. I plan on doing my usual nighttime reading, and then shift it to the morning. It’s rough to do this sort of reading at nighttime and retain anything. It’s a mess… a hot one. It’s a main priority, so it’s awful that it gets done after my… Continue reading
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Avoiding The Night
I’m tired… and I keep falling asleep. Let’s talk about that shall we? I’m not inherently lazy, at least not now. Yet… I’m struggling to get decent sleep and now I’m falling asleep all over the place. I believe part of what I have to do is just let myself go to bed. Like… I… Continue reading