writers – Page 14 – Hey, Miss J!

March 26, 2023

And This Is Why I Excel At Failure

… I wish I could say it was a silly story… or just a made-up scenario. Unfortunately, I felt as if I was looking back at myself in time. I suppose the me that has already unpacked so much – with confidence – on my blog still has much to deal with. Things I thought… Continue reading

Author Dabbles, Introspection

anger, authors, bipolarism, depression, fiction, mental illness, self awareness, self conscious, self worth, therapy, writers

March 24, 2023

Flowers In The Clouds

I think I’m doing it… Maybe… Maybe not? Despite all of that, I really am trying hard. I have worried myself sick over little things. I know that I get obsessive about songs and reaction videos. Currently, I’m obsessing over Dimash, and his insane vocal range. … And Tommy Johansson’s performances. I really like how… Continue reading

Hobbies, Introspection

entertainment, hobby, lists, music, writers, writing, YouTube

March 23, 2023

Future Of The Forsaken

I finally found a song I’ve been looking for. Unintentionally. Backstory: I enjoy watching couple or family YT channels, but one of them did a very interesting video with this particular song. I think it was detailing how his dog had started snuggling his wife and ignoring him. So, he took a super sweet video… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

fibromyalgia, Jeri Ryan, lists, muscle pain, music, schedule, sleep deprivation, Star Trek, writers

March 19, 2023

We Don’t Go Back Only Forward

Or we’re supposed to, aren’t we?? What I was told today hours ago was complete and total garbage. I was very upset, to the point of tears. Then I went to visit another friend… and it was very nice. I think I’m going to make it a habit to try to visit every weekend if… Continue reading

Introspection

anger, bipolarism, disappointments, lists, mental health, updates, writers

March 18, 2023

Farewell False Heart

I think it’s mildly put to say my entire sleep schedule is messed up. I want to say something else, but trying not to curse even offline so… Grr. It’s hard to keep myself within the restrictions and demands of my own written schedule. I get upset and just angry with myself for writing such… Continue reading

Introspection

chores, cleaning, depression, disappointment, frustrations, irritation, schedule, updates, writers

March 17, 2023

Sometimes You Feel Like A Nut

…and sometimes you really are one. I was super dumb tonight. Forgot I had a pan on 3 on the burner. Went to move it, burned two of my fingers. Just stood there, for nearly a half hour, with my fingers in cold water. Now, the irony is that to do my assignments, I need… Continue reading

Check-In

burns, fatigue, frustrations, injury, mistakes, pain, updates, writers

March 16, 2023

Agents And Heirs

Tonight is going much smoother, I think. I’m still going through something emotionally, but unlike in the past, I am working hard not to sink into a depression. Many things happen in life… that none of us have control over. Instead of beating myself up like I have in the past – I’ve stepped back… Continue reading

Introspection

disappointments, friends, friendship, frustrations, loss, mental illness, plans, schedule, writers

March 13, 2023

Come Down

It’s 3:55pm right now, and I can’t help but be furious. At myself and the transit system. I needed a locksmith. The man fixed everything quickly and for a good price, but then I encountered two severely late buses. So late in fact that by the time I got to my appointment, I was 16… Continue reading

Check-In, Day By Day

day to day, irony, life in chaos, updates, writers

March 10, 2023

Promises, Promises

I can’t complain much about today. However, I am frustrated with myself. Since I didn’t get enough sleep last night, that threw everything else off today. I have fantastic news though… I have hot water again. I’m so happy! I look forward to a warm shower in the morning. I’m in the midst of loading… Continue reading

Introspection, mental health

anxiety, bipolarism, childhood, depression, family, memories, mental illness, mood swings, PTSD, self awareness, self-esteem, trauma, writers

March 9, 2023

Checking For Cheques

Because “Queuing For Cues” might be reserved for the next day? Right now, I’m dealing with what supposedly is ‘tennis elbow’. With pain shooting from my shoulder down through my bicep and into my wrist. It then proceeds to swirl around my wrist over and over again. I keep imagining my left arm like a… Continue reading

Check-In, Introspection

fatigue, fibromyalgia, lists, muscle pain, nerve damage, schedule, sleep schedules, updates, writers