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I’m About To Have The Craziest Redemption Story In The History Of Redemption Stories
… Once again, my impulsive decisions end up costing me. I have spent well over $200 at this point… to try and restore my old files for NtC. I want to resume writing that fanfic. What I should have done if I was having reservations…. Was download the files and set them aside for a Continue reading
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Accountability
I have a problem. It’s a frustrating one and hails from the days when I was actually able to go out and work. Back then, I always fretted about being able to pay bills. After a while, I stopped constantly spending with the cards because I was struggling to pay them off quickly. I was Continue reading
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A Sigh Isn’t Just Pain Leaving The Body
Tonight, I feel tired… even though I don’t feel like I did much at all. However, I’m still trying to come to terms with my new limits… I don’t like them at all. What I am happy about though is that I finally have new medication to treat my lungs. I’ve been using medication that Continue reading
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Vengeance Of Perfection
Today my aunt’s dog died. And I couldn’t be more furious with her. How do I even begin this one? It’s a lot to unpack. I told my father today that I’m sorry he lost his friend. Last year, when I found out that one of my cats was dying from cancer, they found out Continue reading
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Whispers From The Past
I suppose I could say I’ve been in a rotten mood all day now? For the most part. The day started off so nicely too… but today, I felt like my psychiatrist wasn’t really listening to me. She doesn’t try to rush me out of her office normally, but it felt like that today. So, Continue reading
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Why Do I Do This To Myself?
Did you know that this blog has narration? Click here to listen to Miss Lyst’s Murmurings! I’m also on Spotify! I don’t want to ever be accused of saying that I can see ahead, but in this case… I knew that the high had a low. What goes up must eventually come down, right? For Continue reading
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