positivity
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Fresh Out Pot
Try strange suggest. Friend do say… Bullet point note. 4 Lesson! Code, shorthand. Blank in fill. Odd say, seem work. Maybe word much? Hard drop habit. Hard 4 know. Hard 2 word. Remember problems. Try 4 best. Nervous. POSITIVE! ~J. Lyst Can understand? Happy! Hard 4 do. BLAH! Continue reading
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Let’s Go For A Walk
Life has a weird way of lifting and hurling you into the stratosphere when you least expect it. Even though tomorrow was such a sad day… I plan on moving forward. I am doing my best to keep up with my friends. My family, not so much. I have all of them blocked and I Continue reading
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Baby Steps
Before it goes any further… no. That said, I’ve been trying to evaluate my life… looking at what I want to do versus what I am doing. I’ve been subscribing to a bunch of those gardening channels, and I’m starting to look at homesteading. I like off-grid videos… and I dream of what it would Continue reading
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The Fact Of The Matter Is
I have put the final nail in the coffin. The pain, frustration and tears from yesterday have been wiped away. I have noticed – right away – that I’m sitting up taller. On the inside, and outwardly, I’ve been releasing shuddering breaths, so happy to be free. While it is true in most cases… that Continue reading
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Designs In Sight
Today was soo nice. Certainly, worth all of the fatigue. I love rain too and was caught in a small downpour. My skirt and blouse got wet. Most people would try to avoid rain, but I absolutely love it. I’ve mentioned before that I love thunderstorms. I either nap quite well during them or sit Continue reading
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Lonely Streets
Today was full. That’s the only way I can really describe it. I believe I took all of my prescribed medication this morning. Just need to swallow down the evening meds. I’m enjoying (not really) doing simple things… like picking and choosing curtains. I never thought that I would be so hyper-focused on anything like Continue reading
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Forward Progress
I’m tired, but its not as severe as it usually is. I completed one lesson today, did half of another and hopefully can finish the second half along with another lesson. To hopefully get myself caught up. I feel less stress looking at the remainder of the chores I need to do today. I do Continue reading
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How I Got To Where I Am
Often, I feel when I look back over the course of my life – I wonder who would have written it. It’s the same for many people, and they don’t even realize… just how precious their life story is. How utterly unique! Each one of us is unique. Even identical twins have different perspectives. I Continue reading
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Jammin’
It’s a fantastic evening in April, isn’t it?! Wait a minute… I’ve been working hard on being positive. I try to smile or grin at least once a day now. My days can sometimes be scary though, especially if I’m disoriented or unable to balance properly. I confided in an old friend that I’ve been Continue reading
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Pilots And Blacksmiths
I’m staring at my curtains and asking myself a lot of questions. While it was great that I finally pulled off the horrid tannish/brown things that had been there for decades… I’m not joking about that. I also revealed a very nice set of sheer curtains. Now, it looks like my background glows in the Continue reading
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