pain
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Before 20s
Had most of my family. wasnt using pain killers like now. no stress sbout anything other than homework and classmates.. in bad pain, rn. ~J. Lyst excruciating… Continue reading
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It Was A Scary Time
After my grandma died, my granddad needed help. I already lived with them, so I dropped out of college to get a job and help him pay bills. I also had to learn how to do laundry, grocery shop, cook more than eggs or oatmeal and balance a checkbook and deal with checks. Back then, Continue reading
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Thumbedy
Did I break my thumb? Did I strain it?? It has been a MONTH now and my thumb still hurts! I’ve no clue how to deal with this… I’m using my right hand to use the space bar and spacing my fingers differently so I don’t have to use that thumb as much. Next week, Continue reading
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Tiny Trinkets
I have an old aluminum tin that was once used for black licorice. Inside it, I have a few notes my grandmother wrote to excuse me from class. I also had some of those little cards with the name and definition of a person’s name. I had hers in there. I think it’s still in Continue reading
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Hey! J – J – JADED
@ 12:14AM – Sometimes I’m so miserable that I don’t see a way out from this. The constant pain… it’s just unreal. I was supposed to stay up a bit later, but let’s be honest here… I have no energy to stay up longer. Just like I’ve barely had any energy to do much at Continue reading
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Basking
Today was rough, to put it lightly. I was plagued with stabbing pain in my left calf and lower thigh for most of the day. Along with stabbing intestinal pain. It was so bad that I had to order my groceries. This time, I wasn’t as stupid and didn’t order via Amazon. Sure, Instacart costs Continue reading
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Closer Together
No walk tonight, but was on point with my eating, which is fantastic. It was so annoying to count each and every single calorie today. Drove me nuts. I wanted to start biting into the side of my fridge today. I had a very big breakfast, but it was super healthy too. My lunch was Continue reading
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Brokering For Beagles
Today’s title is based on one particular dog that I miss very much… Such a sweetheart. The muscle relaxant I was given to help with my jaw seemed to irritate my spine. One of those I need a lot more than the other to write properly. I can always puree my food if it gets Continue reading
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That’s… That
Tired. So tired… and injured. And bleeding. Kitten was spayed today and within 2 hours had already cracked her E-Collar. I got her this recovery vest and she thanked me by clawing my hands and arms up and gouging a hole into the side of the vest. Left one leg unsnapped so she has a Continue reading
Hey, Miss J! 