mental illness
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La La La La Life Goes On
Currently in the midst of a whole lot of paperwork and a whole lot of pressure. I’m back to talking to my dad on a more regular basis… and for several days now, my aunt has been in the hospital fighting a triad. Urinary tract infection, kidney infection and septicemia. I told my dad today Continue reading
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I Will Never…
…Give up. Though navigating through years of neglected mental health almost led me in the wrong direction, I am so grateful to have medical intervention to help me. Something that I tell my friends now—since I have the experience—is that there is no shame in asking for help when you need it. I was so Continue reading
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I’ll Give It All To You
Apparently… I do have readers on fanfiction.net. I was completely unaware, seeing as the viewer ticker is borked. So… I guess I’ll have to rescind my decision to up and dip out on that website. Fortunately, I had the idea in mind… already… to have the documents in different files. I’m currently going down the Continue reading
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Can You Pay My Bills
So… my day was sorta off to a sucky start. Someone was allowed ahead of me for my psychiatry appointment. She put in my prescription, but the pharmacy sent me a text telling me the meds wouldn’t be available until January 2024. I headed home, decided to play with my kitten to wear her out Continue reading
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What You Should Know
I’m not the nicest person. I’m very disappointed in myself. Often. I get frustrated when I slip up and make terrible mistakes. In the past, I was very vindictive. Recently, I nearly lost my temper on someone on the bus… because she was speaking about bipolarism. She said: “I’m sorry about my friend. She’s a Continue reading
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I Will Go Down With This Ship
Today’s title is courtesy of a line from one of my favorite Dido songs. So… I figured out around midnight why I was such a wreck on Friday. First, a terrible event occurs. Time passes and you start to come to terms with it… You learn to adapt and accept it. You have no choice Continue reading
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One Moment In Time
This must be one of the worst days I’ve had since this year started. It’s not because of someone else being rude or cruel to me. It’s not because of being sick and in pain all day—which I was. Instead, it is because my mental state seemingly deteriorated over the course of the day. It Continue reading
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Pearls
@11:49PM. Sorry about this. Post: For many years, I never saw much value in myself. I think I was… and still am to an extent – emotionally stunted. I’m the youngest of three, but unlike my older siblings… neither of my parents had any hand in raising me. My father was never there and my Continue reading
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Olive Branches
My nose has been running all day… and I’ve felt like fresh roadkill the entire day… I can’t say that I haven’t been suffering lately. From paranoia. It’s bad to the point I’m starting to miss sleep. In the last two days, I had maybe 6 hours of sleep… that’s not healthy at all. I Continue reading
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