mental illness
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Letters To My Mom – We All Cope Different Ways
Hey, There are so many things I wanted to say. I do say some of it now, but it’s all in my head and to myself. I still miss you so much. And talking to myself… it’s not the same as talking to you. I know what the real state of the dead is… that Continue reading
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To Have No Name
9:58PM – 10:33PM Strange day. Very so. I have a decision that needed to be made. Since I came to a solution, I will say that my relief’s in sight. When seeking friendship, it is best to work along with those whose values align with your own. I do my best. To pull myself out Continue reading
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The Misunderstanding
Mental health is something that is recently front stage due to Covid, but I’m not a fan of people who make fun of people who make fun of mentally disabled or mentally ill people. Either they don’t know or understand… or they do know and are having fun at another’s expense. I snapped off on Continue reading
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How BPD =/= DID
I am bipolar, have major depressive disorder and anxiety. And… I have BPD, which is borderline personality disorder. It means that I have issues with being alone. I have issues controlling my mood, and I am very unstable in relationships. Often, I feel like I’m being attacked when I’m not. It’s hard for me to Continue reading
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Random Inklings
September 28, 2024 @ 10:59PM … Never thought I would see the day when I’d be happy to have a supply of prunes. Times are ‘a changing. — October 2, 2024 @ 1:12AM … Forgot this was here. Finally made gravy and yesterday stated that my day was boring. The whole day. Cos it was. Continue reading
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Irony… Thy Name Is Thee
Doing my chores. I wanna call it general laziness, because it’s really something I need to do. The main reason for the slump might be my mood dipping again. I’m trying to do better with taking my mood stabilizer on time. Along with the antidepressant in the day and my anxiety meds at night. Since Continue reading
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Good Question
For many years, I just trudged along… being moved/shoved along by others. My identity or self of self as a person was pretty muted. I have been told by a very close friend that I’m too complacent. That I “roll over and take it.” Which was true in the past, I’ll admit. I am outspoken… Continue reading
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Why Do I…
… I don’t know if I’m dealing with mood swings or a sudden nosedive into the beginnings of a depressive episode. Does it matter? I’ve been told and treated as if my mental health problems are irrelevant. It’s irritating and hurts and it’s just… Some days, I wonder why even bother? I have a feeling Continue reading
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Perspectives
I hope I don’t have a blog post with this title already… I really… really hope I don’t have a problem with some of these new leanings in the next few days. Since I’ve found myself feeling extremely depressed to the point of sickness… I’ve decided to not let the madness keep going. I’ve never Continue reading
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Just Another Sad Non-Love Song
I’m almost 40. I had thought the same problems I had as a teenager were gone. That I wouldn’t care if someone made fun of me. How wrong I was. How do you describe it when the person who hurts you knows you have problems? I was fooled at one time to believe that the Continue reading
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