Hey, Miss J!

9:58PM – 10:33PM

Strange day.

Very so.

I have a decision that needed to be made.

Since I came to a solution, I will say that my relief’s in sight.

When seeking friendship, it is best to work along with those whose values align with your own.

I do my best.

To pull myself out of the muck I got myself into…

I seem to always get myself into trouble.

What a bother!

I like to say that I am not conceited. Why should the negativity of people I DO NOT know have any effect on my self of self.

I am an adult!

Yet at times, I still feel that I behave like a child.

I despise claiming that my mental illness causes problems, but it does.

Mental illness has molded me into the woman I am today.

I’m not always proud of myself, but putting my mental health over other things? That is important.

Have I been selfish?

Attempting to think of myself… Failing easily, but trying.

Bah, another day.

Another chance.

To do much better.

Thank God for that.

Need to work harder.

~J. Lyst